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Ellie

@totallynowitch.bsky.social

she/her neurodivergent trans femme trying to keep it together i like to do photography sometimes

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that girliepop on youtube shorts really wasn't lying put some vaseline on before using perfume, my cheap ass drug store scent is still so prominent after the whole ass day

13.11.2025 22:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

fucking love seeing myself in pictures and omg I'm not a guy ๐Ÿ˜ญ ๐Ÿฅฐ

09.11.2025 12:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

why is there no way to comfortably sit in these lecture hall chairs in a neurodivergent bisexual transsexual way

13.05.2025 13:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
03.09.2025 06:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5183    ๐Ÿ” 2034    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 29    ๐Ÿ“Œ 79
color film photo from inside the tropical house in the copenhagen botanical garden theres a lot of leafs in the bottom and to the left of the image. you can see a white metal spiral staircase coming out of the leafs with intrecate details leading up to a walkway next to a window facade

color film photo from inside the tropical house in the copenhagen botanical garden theres a lot of leafs in the bottom and to the left of the image. you can see a white metal spiral staircase coming out of the leafs with intrecate details leading up to a walkway next to a window facade

the dome of the tropical house with warm light shining inside. theres a lot of leafs framing the dome

the dome of the tropical house with warm light shining inside. theres a lot of leafs framing the dome

a brown tiled walkway in the tropical house. the windows visible in the background are glowing with warm light from outside. the walkway weaves through plants with lots of leafs and a palm looking tree. its a contrasty scene

a brown tiled walkway in the tropical house. the windows visible in the background are glowing with warm light from outside. the walkway weaves through plants with lots of leafs and a palm looking tree. its a contrasty scene

stumbled across these pictures from the palmehuset in copenhagen from my trip there in 2023. i love the white metal and green plants contrasting! the warm light also adds a lot

๐ŸŽž๏ธKodak Gold 200
๐Ÿ“ทCanon Eos 100 โ€ข 28-80mm
#filmisnotdead #photography #kodak #canon #botanicalgarden #greenhouse

16.08.2025 20:29 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

juliaserano.medium.com/why-are-amab...
relevant as everโ€ฆ

28.07.2025 13:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 28    ๐Ÿ” 11    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
a photo taken after sunset with a orange to blue sky dotted with clouds. in the midground there's a fair visible with a food or similar stand that has a illuminated sign that's using pink neon. to the right of it there's a small ferris wheel that's illuminated with green neon lights. in front of the fair cars are visible by a faint outline

a photo taken after sunset with a orange to blue sky dotted with clouds. in the midground there's a fair visible with a food or similar stand that has a illuminated sign that's using pink neon. to the right of it there's a small ferris wheel that's illuminated with green neon lights. in front of the fair cars are visible by a faint outline

a food stand late at night. two women in white are serving a small group of customers standing in front of it. another person is standing on the corner closest to the photographer. the foodstand itself is basked in very warm light by a lot of light bulbs lining the front of the shop

a food stand late at night. two women in white are serving a small group of customers standing in front of it. another person is standing on the corner closest to the photographer. the foodstand itself is basked in very warm light by a lot of light bulbs lining the front of the shop

in the photo there are two exploding fireworks visible against the black night sky. there's also smoke towards the ground that's shining in a bright orange and painting a big crowd in front of it as silhouettes.

in the photo there are two exploding fireworks visible against the black night sky. there's also smoke towards the ground that's shining in a bright orange and painting a big crowd in front of it as silhouettes.

im soooooo happy with how well these came out. very excited that there's another fair going on already that im looking forward to shoot at!

๐ŸŽž๏ธKodak Gold 200
๐Ÿ“ทPentax MX โ€ข 28mm
#photography #analogphotography #filmphotography #kodak #pentax #fair #nightphotography

27.07.2025 12:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 20    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

โ€œbanning pornographyโ€ is bad on its own but it is imperative that everyone understand that these people consider the very existence of queer people to be pornographic

they consider the most chaste depiction of a queer relationship, or an openly trans person, to be porn and they want it banned

24.07.2025 16:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 9755    ๐Ÿ” 4592    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 70    ๐Ÿ“Œ 71

Me: everyone wants to be a girl some times these thoughts are normal

23.07.2025 14:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 14    ๐Ÿ” 6    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
i think it is brave and also very sexy of me to continue living

i think it is brave and also very sexy of me to continue living

being trans in 2025

21.07.2025 13:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 885    ๐Ÿ” 242    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 4
a photo looking through a window on a farm, outside on the left is a red brick barn and further away you can see a field. on the right is a tree and the sky is bright with some clouds

a photo looking through a window on a farm, outside on the left is a red brick barn and further away you can see a field. on the right is a tree and the sky is bright with some clouds

a photograph of a street crossing the frame. the person taking the photo is standing on a bridge with rails visible on the right. there's also a street light. on the other side of the road is a flat landscape with fields and trees in the distance. the sky is bright with a few clouds

a photograph of a street crossing the frame. the person taking the photo is standing on a bridge with rails visible on the right. there's also a street light. on the other side of the road is a flat landscape with fields and trees in the distance. the sky is bright with a few clouds

Shot around my grandparent's farm in northern Germany

๐ŸŽž๏ธ #Kodak Gold 200
๐Ÿ“ท #Olympus mju-ii
#photography #country #farm #landscape #filmisnotdead

15.07.2025 12:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 24    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
News paper clipping: 

'There is no ethical way to use the major Al image generators.
All of them are trained on stolen images, and all of them are built for the purpose of deskilling, disempowering and replacing real, human artists.
- MOLLY CRABAPPLE,
artist and activist

News paper clipping: 'There is no ethical way to use the major Al image generators. All of them are trained on stolen images, and all of them are built for the purpose of deskilling, disempowering and replacing real, human artists. - MOLLY CRABAPPLE, artist and activist

14.07.2025 12:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8230    ๐Ÿ” 3071    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 26    ๐Ÿ“Œ 71

oh that's why i was tearing up

11.06.2025 15:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Person dressed as a knight with a trans flag and a cape with a trans flag shield that says โ€œTrans Knights are human Knightsโ€

Person dressed as a knight with a trans flag and a cape with a trans flag shield that says โ€œTrans Knights are human Knightsโ€

This absolute icon at Canterbury Pride ๐Ÿฉท๐Ÿค๐Ÿฉต

07.06.2025 12:18 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 16984    ๐Ÿ” 5244    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 76    ๐Ÿ“Œ 119
Screenshot vom Twitterpost von Ferat Kocak mit zwei angehรคngten Bildern. Das eine zeigt ein Plakat mit der Aufschrift "Jews against Genocide" und einem Davidstern. Das zweite Bild zeigt mehrere Polizisten und dahinter eine Frau.

Text des Tweets von Ferat Kocak:
"Jรผdische Aktivistin bei Protest gegen den Genozid in Gaza in Neukรถlln festgenommen.

Bei einer Kundgebung der Linken Neukรถlln vor dem Rathaus gegen den Genozid in Gaza wurde eine jรผdische Aktivistin von der Polizei festgenommen - wegen eines Plakats mit Davidsternen. Die Begrรผndung: Zwei รผbereinanderliegende rote Dreiecke auf dem Plakat seien ein "Symbol der Hamas"

Das ist nichts anderes als politische Repression - gegen Menschen, die das Leid der Palรคstinenserinnen sichtbar machen. Und dass ausgerechnet in Deutschland wieder Jรผdinnen festgenommen werden, zeigt auf erschreckende Weise: Dieses Land hat aus seiner Geschichte nichts gelernt."

Screenshot vom Twitterpost von Ferat Kocak mit zwei angehรคngten Bildern. Das eine zeigt ein Plakat mit der Aufschrift "Jews against Genocide" und einem Davidstern. Das zweite Bild zeigt mehrere Polizisten und dahinter eine Frau. Text des Tweets von Ferat Kocak: "Jรผdische Aktivistin bei Protest gegen den Genozid in Gaza in Neukรถlln festgenommen. Bei einer Kundgebung der Linken Neukรถlln vor dem Rathaus gegen den Genozid in Gaza wurde eine jรผdische Aktivistin von der Polizei festgenommen - wegen eines Plakats mit Davidsternen. Die Begrรผndung: Zwei รผbereinanderliegende rote Dreiecke auf dem Plakat seien ein "Symbol der Hamas" Das ist nichts anderes als politische Repression - gegen Menschen, die das Leid der Palรคstinenserinnen sichtbar machen. Und dass ausgerechnet in Deutschland wieder Jรผdinnen festgenommen werden, zeigt auf erschreckende Weise: Dieses Land hat aus seiner Geschichte nichts gelernt."

Von @feratkocak.dielinkebt.de via Twitter.

Eine jรผdische Aktivistin wurde auf einer Demo gegen den Genozid in Palรคstina festgenommen, weil sie mit einem Davidstern auf einem Plakat rumgelaufen ist.

Begrรผndung: Die "zwei roten Dreiecke" seien Symbol der Hamas.

Deutsche Staatsrรคson in a Nutshell.

06.06.2025 19:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 107    ๐Ÿ” 41    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 7    ๐Ÿ“Œ 7
Post image 20.05.2025 21:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 9927    ๐Ÿ” 3030    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 125    ๐Ÿ“Œ 68

i need to do like a portrait shooting on film some time that would be so good

18.05.2025 19:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
An article titled "How the Web Became Unreadable", posted on Medium. There is a soft paywall asking you to sign in, covering most of the article.

Screenshot found on Mastodon https://beige.party/@mayintoronto/114497234942335666

An article titled "How the Web Became Unreadable", posted on Medium. There is a soft paywall asking you to sign in, covering most of the article. Screenshot found on Mastodon https://beige.party/@mayintoronto/114497234942335666

14.05.2025 00:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 17746    ๐Ÿ” 6434    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 7    ๐Ÿ“Œ 249

why is there no way to comfortably sit in these lecture hall chairs in a neurodivergent bisexual transsexual way

13.05.2025 13:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

THERES GONNA BE A GRAPHIC NOVEL??? I NEED IT!!!! (pls let it be available in germany somehow)

05.05.2025 22:22 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

garfieldmaxxing

01.05.2025 13:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 21    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

girl im in uni i can't cry here /pos

29.04.2025 11:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i love film photography!!

26.04.2025 10:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Someone on TikTok pointed out that Pedro Pascalโ€™s two sentence Instagram comment got more press for trans rights than all trans people combined in the wake of this ruling- which is infuriating but also a reason for more cis people to speak out

26.04.2025 06:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3894    ๐Ÿ” 1167    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 24    ๐Ÿ“Œ 14

lactose intolerant posting

25.04.2025 06:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i love finding creators that are actually at least somewhat active on here

24.04.2025 19:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
a black and white film photo of the view on the jungfernstieg from the other side of the binnenalster. in the foreground is an old timey streetlamp

a black and white film photo of the view on the jungfernstieg from the other side of the binnenalster. in the foreground is an old timey streetlamp

a black and white film photo of a couple sitting under a tree in front of the binnenalster looking at jungfernstieg again

a black and white film photo of a couple sitting under a tree in front of the binnenalster looking at jungfernstieg again

a fun thing about living in a place that generally has cloudy weather is being able to shoot at 1600 ISO during the day

๐ŸŽž๏ธ kentmere 400 +2
๐Ÿ“ท Pentax MX โ€ข 28mm
#photography #hamburg #filmisnotdead #monochrome

24.04.2025 19:47 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 19    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Trans community internalised misogyny is a long running project to ignore a self evident fact:

When the clockiest transsexual is safe to be herself, every one of us will be safe too.

21.04.2025 19:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 578    ๐Ÿ” 89    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

ich glaub ich brauche nochmal eine Erklรคrung ๐Ÿซฃ

18.04.2025 15:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

sigh.

17.04.2025 21:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4112    ๐Ÿ” 1290    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 120    ๐Ÿ“Œ 37

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