no-good nick

EVERYBODY LOOK AT THEM

as a sidenote listening to the magnus archives im only on episode 17 i think? but im beginning to think I should keep a notebook with it as a fun lil thing for me. with the dates/names and important artifacts as I learn more about each one cos god KNOWS the only name thats stuck out to me is jorgens

listening to the magnus archives rn and its really funny because johnathan will be like "this case has NO credibility whatsoever and probably none of this was real. except for this extremely specific niche unsettling thing that occured weeks after the statement"

Fishing ych completed for @skyybridge.bsky.social !! 🐾🎣✨

other skills he has include
-good at archery
-fucking kills on DDR for absolutely no reason
-knows slight of hand magic (mostly card tricks)

evercon fact number 84838364: he can fucking beatbox

internalizing everything and lashing out on himself instead. having lightning powers is fun until you're essentially frying your insides as a form of self punishment over trivial things!!! my poor son

acting on it bc of the look the kid gives him, and remembering when he himself was in that position bracing himself from a strike from his dad. i just always liked that he breaks the cycle and steps back and apologizes, but he kinda was always meant to take it so far as

more oc thoughts for the road include bram being scared to become his biological father. in one of the early developments we came up with for him, he scolds another crew member on his ship whos about 10 years younger than him by raising his hand to hit him across the face- which he stops before

they dont have to constantly be open and vulnerable with each other, and con likes the feeling that he can still hide some of his thoughts i think. also woodsy i think, like evercon, has a goodness at his core, so even at their worst, they still love each other and want the other to thrive, yknow?

i think con feels closer to woodrow, i think the both of them want to enjoy life and have fun with the means at their disposal, i think theyre very much on the same wavelength and the fact that woodrow is a little less emotional compared to blitz makes con more comfortable with him.

a perfect relationship because they do encourage bad behaviors in each other at times and they don't always get along, but blitz is definitely the most capable at getting through to his emotions and opening him up more honestly. NOW WITH WOODROW-

with blitz, they play into this fun little dance of frienemy/competitive territory, and con enjoys that. feels like he can still dance around some of the bad things he does while still being able to make ammends about it because its part of the routine they sort of build together. theyre far from

i think after they break up he feels a lot of regret and guilt of how he treated her during their relationship- he knows she deserved better- but it makes him WANT to be a better partner for whoever his next one is going forward. the canon on when/who he meets first is dependent on the au but

makes it hard on her to be constantly unsure if hes going to be sweet or if hes going to be distant with her. hes constantly thinking of himself and she hates his self obsession after a while so she breaks it off

hes actually really terrible to her HDBDBFB i think she sees that he needs help, that hes got a good soul deep down, and she wants to help bring it out of him but hes just so goddamn stubborn and refuses to admit his flaws and faults and he ALWAYS deflects the blame even when hes in the wrong, it

i think after that he sleeps around a little and then finally this girl madison (who he'd been friends with since 18) and him get together for about a year.. its the closest he comes to "breaking down the walls" but he's sort of engaged with all this shitty behavior and habits goinng in that

feels like he cant justify why because he *also* gets crushes on multiple people at a time. its really confusing for him and he tries to avoid thinking about all the bad feelings and sinks deeper into his vices. they break it off after their millionth fight and con walks away

they both get into bad habits that follow con later down the line, but con starts to feel pretty shitty with him. i think also around this time con recognizes he's polyamorous and his partner at the time is like... not a cheater but def flirts with other ppl and con is rubbed wrong by that but

enough to recognize that hes leading this poor guy on so he lets him go. but he was loved very honestly and it keeps him up at night that he couldnt hold the feelings in return! the next relationship he has is like from 17-19, hes with this other boy who isnt very good for him-

i think he goes through three relationships + a couple hookups before he lands w woodsy/blitz. the first one is when hes a lot younger (16) and its with a boy who really does like him, but evercon doesnt love him in return. he likes the attention, he likes the validation, but hes at least decent

thinking about evercon again. some of his history and his dating life mostly- its always been rocky for him. he has trouble bringing down his walls enough to make a real and meaningful connection with somebody so he ends up in a lot of bad relationships

i loved all my english teachers for sure but honestly i miss my 8th grade history teacher. he was very fun and taught me a lot about the realities of early american history and i just overall remember him having a good heart. very approachable and helpful whenever i needed him

i be left with time by myself for one week and start to experience the most embarrassing depression of my life. like ur about to be 25 pick urself up idiot

cannot overstate how much i love the faithful dog allegory in media. when a character's devotion is only ever repaid with indignity and pain and they are forced to accept that they need to bare their teeth against what they used to love so desperately i go fucking crazy

when he discovers that becoming a natl parks ranger is the ideal job he'd have to really commit to getting over his addictions so he can actually work in the field he wants but ummm.... no weed isnt as fun as Lots of Weed so he doesnt Wanna

I think its another reason hes shit with his money and he's really good at choosing anything with an immediate reward instead of a delayed reward so. he will always do whatevers most fun in the moment even if he suffers in the future for it

still debating if hes the kind of person who would attempt any hard drugs but i generally feel like hes self destructive enough that he WOULD, he just HASNT yet

i think all of the effects for him are "gets goofy" so hes not violent when hes drunk and hes not paranoid when hes high but it def makes withdrawal a lot worse on him. he becomes an evil werewolf

i made a post the other day on twt about con + substance abuse but i wanna talk more about it... con definitely leans into unhealthy behavior and addiction especially in his 20s