zippo

whats crazy though is somehow shes the centrist moderate pick and arguably in nj that has the best chance of winning imo.

baraka would have been destroyed by clitarella

so me core

i got out of the shower with my music blazing and turned on the light in my bedroom. sat around for like 30 minutes getting ready for bed. went to say goodnight to my bf and the guy has been here out and my rock music was on speaker this whole time...

tired

honestly though im doing so well lately and i hope i keep doing well and stuff but that would be nice

sleep schedule hasnt existed in a long ah time

i genuinely give up like idc anymore

ima nap whenever and be up whenever

anikai is real and happening

im so excited for this event to come to fruition

im nervous to perform but im working at my own pace and its going to be okay!

anyway i have a pimple in my ear and the cushion I ordered from temu smells like ass and om really fucking hungry

i had a decent productive day but i do wish i worked on a song or something idol related.

did white people really do that to ginger people? like in recent history? cuz that's wild.

never seen people make fun of like, Ron Weasley or Ed Sheeran or anything like I thought it was like the dumb blonde jokes and they weren't really like... A Thing... idk

i hate that i have to wait until May 31st for otaLounge but not like i was planning anything grand for that

today sucked, will spend the rest of the evening crashing out so i can get my feelings out before work tomorrow

i cant deal with this shit

hate family! hate it! just want my partner and my dog.

The reason why I cry listening to these old songs isn't because I want to return to the past.

It's through music that I get to bear witness to all my past selves. I can see the girl and woman I used to be. She doesn't know I'm there.

I know my future self is here, right now, watching these tears.

Actually the best life advice I ever got: Anything worth doing is worth doing poorly. A half-cleaned room is better than an uncleaned room. Occasionally flossing is better than never flossing. A 10-minute workout is better than no workout. When it’s all you can do to get out of bed, get out of bed.

fuck I'm such an embarrassment

I'm so hungry

devil's plan season two gang gang

update we failed gang 🙅‍♀️

every act that made it, whoever u are, if you do not slay I'll be personally offended.

i actually got some song ideas but like if i won't be able to perform them than there's simply no point mama

i guess i wont quit Kogaracon for now

trying to be nosey and find out who did/didnt get into *whipsers* otakon

but I've seen like practically nothing either way. perhaps people are just being professional but i want my teaaaa

UPDATE IM REALLY ABOUT TO QUIT ANOTHER CON NOW JFC

about to quit another con

please otakon anibeat, let me be in that 10% acceptance rate please and thank you please please please

squidward pinned to a wall, being held up by drumstick impaled into the wall and in his clothes while he has a depressed expression and says "too bad that didn't kill me"

my characters after receiving some more character development

i feel like if i got the setup worked out i could in theory be a successful vtuber

i say successful in the sense that id be good and get a few solid fans not like hololive successful lol. unless it has health insurance id hate that as a job.