Arfer Cyanbi (Elder God of Chaos)

Heh! Not quite! :3 Would be nice if it were, been meaning to make a YouTube channel though~ XD

The most important thing right now is that we all do what we can to be as stalwart as we can.

Focus on trying to find a way to keep in contact with the folk that you wanna keep in contact with.

Discover alternatives even if it's temporary.

Don't let this paralyze or ruin your strides. We'll live.

In addendum, I do have a good amount of places I've at least appeared on and such. Also remembering a certain site that has a lot of characters and "likes and dislikes" on it, where someone could have a list of... things and characters they like from A tier to F tier. :3

Debating on updating mine~

Just so that folk know, if we're added on any of the instant messaging platforms, you're more than welcome to note me on any of the sites you find me on and such.

Doing my utmost to remain as calm and collected as possible about all that's happening and be stalwart as we find a way forward.

I do my utmost to be kind and chill, and for the most part I think I am~ ^/////^

I do have my moments where I'm "spicy" / angry, but generally I tend to stay away from folk when I am, especially due to... past incidents TwT;;;

Doesn't help that I get anxious extremely easily, but yea~ vwv/

In addendum... meaning, those who starts down the road. If someone is coming down the road and we don't like it... well, we always can strike up a few barriers... or whip out the good ol 12 gauge and play target practice with their kneecaps if necessary to get em to heck off~ vwv/

Friendships are a two-way street.

Sometimes one end is shorter or longer than the other, though at the end of the day, it's not really up to ourselves too much.

True, we can determine which road to trek or wait on, but often, we have no control over who is willing to trek down the road towards us.

This is always tricky to deal with, especially with folk who similarly quiet beans or have previously been snippy with small talk.

Micro-dosing the interactions makes it a bit easier overall but it'll still drain the social battery fast.

For me, server VCs are cool, til folk talk over each other.

Is anyone else in the same boat of finding it hard to tell whether folk are enabling you or they're trying to actually bully you?

It might just be me from how things have happened in the past, but like... sometimes certain actions or phrases folk give come off as... nefarious.

I just wanna vibe ;;

At some point, I'm definitely going to have to touch up her design a bit.

She also definitely deserves a really good pic of her, one that I will deeply enjoy drawin~ >://3c

Fun Fact About the Aazyl

Due to their impressive creation abilities, Aazyls are incredibly dense and heavy. They actually walk in such a way that they seem to glide across the ground.

Aazyl are capable of creating temporary dimensions of various materials as well, leading many to seek them out.

Last one for now, is Murm the Aazyl.

Murm is a very sweet bean who is rather lonely, wanting to make others happy and enjoy their presence.

As such, when it was time for him to wield his powers to create and stabilize a dimension of magic, he accidentally made the Void... and was sealed within it.

Fun Fact About the Vohlum

As their homeworld is mostly medieval, magicians are actually allowed in Vohlum society, but only after they go on pilgrimages to ensure they are of sound mind and body.

Magic is seen as both a very powerful asset as well as a deadly weapon, not to be in untrained hands.

This right here is Amber Bonklock, a Vohlum from the Gerstagval Tribe.

Amber's tribe is one of naturalborn mages and sorcerers, magical affinity being literally in each one. As such, they are hunted on the Vohlum homeworld as witches.

Amber left the planet and ended up on a station, in space... :3

Fun Fact About the Yuar-P-Roto

Their heads come in many different shapes and sizes, much like how they have different body builds.

As the first of the Yuar species, they still find much enjoyment in exceedingly new and difficult tasks.

If need be, they can retract their torsos into their head.

This is Tumi, a Yuar-P-Roto.

Tumi aspires to assist with civic duties to help keep others safe. He excels at protecting other beings from certain harm, though his overall klutzy behavior can lead to some... unanticipated moments of improv.

He also really loves to be pat on his head, and taffy.

Fun Fact about the Dyredeer

These beings are what is considered a cosmopolitan species, often found in a lot of areas of the world if one is willing to look hard enough.

Often seen as pioneers and welcome sights, Dyredeer show others that they all can thrive anywhere they deem possible.

This is Glacetrot the Dyredeer, also affectionately known as The Frostmane.

When her village was attacked by, seemingly insurmountable beasts, she led the charge with bravery and zeal, determined to continue to confront the fear such being wrought.

She also hates if you compliment her "boots".

Since recent events have put my brain in recovery mode, I will just bridge the gap of doodles by showing a few of my characters and their associated species~ vwv/

This may or may not prelude me doing doodles of them specifically (eventually) when I get my energy and mind back though~

Standby~ :3

I have a major soft spot for em too~ v//w//v

In short, a TON of anxiety due to primarily life (money/job, local area, personal control, etc.) and health problems (aforementioned sleep, dizzy spells when moving in certain ways that were once normal, etc.), in addition to trying to keep strong, and dealing with social things. Also uncle passed.

Good sleep has been eluding me for the last week especially.

Been doing what I can to stay sane, and not be all gloom and doom, but gosh this isn't just a "if it rains, it pours" month, it's a "if it rains, it tsunamis".

At least some good in it all, I'm catchin some creative epiphanies.

In addendum to this, I mentioned the PC is weaker, in short to say that I am now unable to do ANYTHING VR or 3D related (I occasionally would get on Resonite to help folk, or help folk texture their avatars), and might not be able to play a good handful of games anymore.

Also lost one monitor vwv;

A follow-up to the PC issue.

From various testing (thanks to knowledgeable friendos >//////<), it's been determined that the problem with my PC may very well be the motherboard itself as the company it's by is... not the best.

Thanks to my awesome roommate, I have a new albeit weaker PC tho~ ://3

Gradually working on that TwT;

I hope to get my tools and stuff back cuz apparently Clip didn't save them to cloud like my other tools... which somehow were saved to cloud but idk how cuz I really don't remember ever putting em in cloud storage TwT;;;

Just to save some folk from some future possible heartache and headache...

If you haven't already, if any program has important files, tools, images, docs, etc...

BACK YOUR STUFF UP! TwT/

There is Dropbox, Icedrive, and old fashion externals, but take 5 mins to do so.

Learn from my misery~ TwT/

Welp, had this PC for almost 6 years, but it's probably kicked the bucket. Turning on but not booting up.

Wasn't expecting to be dealing with this kind of problem yet, but here we are. Atop the mess of other things I'm already dealing with no less.

Apologies if I'm not in the best of moods.

They are typically very friendly, despite how aggressively they will steal things... and folk that catch their eye~ :3

Fun Fact 1: Qi'Vugyla

The reason why these generally kleptomaniacal beans can shrink folk with their gaze is due to them living and evolving in close proximity with Unstable Sizynite, also stealing begets chasing~

Sizynite is also an important material in a MOBA game I have planned for the future~

Some birfday gifties for @foolsrevenant.bsky.social ://3c