Enthralled by you

Can liking something truely be effortless or are you making that up?
You actually care about things? What a freak..
Let me crawl in your brain and feel the things you do
I’m so bored
And sad, sigh

I don’t know why I keep trying to read porn and hentai, I keep getting so grossed out

I’m too bored to literally only scroll through tiktok all the time!!

How does one acquire interests and goals? Do you just see a thing and suddenly a want for it or a like of it just pings there for you? How does that work?
Where do I get some of that? Gimmie

Wtf is HBF tryna convince me they’re sexy with fucking Quokka mascots???
YOU’RE NOT HOT, YOU’RE GROSSING ME OUT

Algorithm: Lesbian kill me bite me terrified vice sin kiss me broken stab dark romance toxic gl kitsune demon cannibalism as love temptation virtue strangle breathless Nelhelenia yamikawaii aesthetic torn tear lover crazy limerence eros philia ludus agape pragma philautia stroge mania lust greed

For the algorithm Yandere vampire women toxic Yuri doomed Yuri women evil supervillain villain gothic catholic aesthetic horror thriller psychological serial killer murder kidnapping my gf is tied up in my basement asmr audio roleplays sapphic wlw girls love magical girls fauna blood bite fangs cute

What’s a nightmare to someone eternally dreaming.
What’s a stabbing pain through your gut to someone who’s perpetual boredom is agony.

Probably still a lot but jeez man, my brain creates women to torture me and them snatches me away so suddenly :(

I want to keep dreaming, I miss them :(

When you dream of a witch slicing up your uterus with magic string whislt another shoves a needle down your throat.
Sigh~

Why do I have to wake up at the most thrilling parts of my dreams?
They were kind enough to swat away a bug, sweet enough to invite me in and I have to leave just because my brain decides it. SO ANNOYING
COME BACK, don’t leave me

I wandered lost and slipped into a pristine home, only to be cast out. I roamed, harassed, until witches appeared, swirling like leaves on wind. Drawn in, half-dressed & hesitant, they surrounded me, tugging at strings in me, demanding pain as initiation. I awoke as needles pierced my flesh.

Don’t leave

I need a VRchat toxic gf

Coward, we’re one in the same

You assume I haven’t already fallen to despair?

My one, my only, pray to me