Therapy Dog Dropout

I don't want to do this anymore.
But I'm terrified of the alternative.

I'm stuck between two different types of depression.

Feeling this right now.
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screaming

good news. motorcycle finally in my name.
bad news. It cost me the rest of my bank acct 🙃

idk like. 1.5? 1? im up in northern az hahaha.

Hahah who wants a 30 year old Lexus with a kicked-in rear driver side door, a broken window and baked in trash scent?

Anybody?

Hahaha.

Hah.

Ha.

I am like $1k behind where I need to be rn for the love of fuck please buy my car.

Scared

Getting told "oh you've always been a coyote, huh?" By the maker of the therian flag was the most affirming thing

morally correct to mark out nazi bumper stickers with paint pen.

Ok but like. If you've met me irl... From a scale of human to "that's literally a coyote that somehow looks like a human"

Where am I?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA time is passing and it feels like I'm not doing enough.

Anyways hi the world is getting worse and all I can do is keep my chin above water- and even that is a struggle

old guy with a maga hat on walking around the queerest bookmans in Tucson and I loudly proclaimed "EW A MAGA HAT" and scoffed. Bitch barely made it through perusing the display cabinets in the front of the store before leaving. Good riddance imo

You can tell everything is getting shittier by the amount of average folks doomposting.

Republicunts stop trying to fuck everything up for everyone for 5 SECONDS challenge:
IMPOSSIBLE

The least I can do is make sure Elly's and Kohi's accounts get memorialized. The friends of my friends are my friends too.
You won't be forgotten.

Personal account to yell into the void where all my closest friends and people who I care about can tune in to judge me

breaching the surface, gasping for air
only to realize that I'm still drowning.

Me a week ago: Im gonna dive head first into media archival and really put some work into my home media server, effectively isolating myself from the rest of the world, surely no potentially life-altering news will come out about censorship in that time haha

faux pas.

Depression got hands

we? it? how many of me are there? if the mind is not the body then how many minds can fit in one? Sometimes a skunk. sometimes a demon coyote. sometimes a toddler. sometimes a wild animal.
If I am we then We are she and she has no idea what the hell she is

Ok so. When the form for the ych says "send the money to this link" and then the options are variations of confirmation statements (ok, done, got it ect ect) and that question is MANDATORY to fill out the form
....
How. How do you fuck this up. You have to pay me. Up front. Jesus.

PHX INT'L shithouse meet n greet

Wish I could remember the scamperdreams.

I know they happen. They have to. If you sleep, you dream.

I just wish I could remember the ones on four legs

Here I was, gonna do some nice makeup and dress up for the full moon but nah. Life sucks! Why should I care? :D thanks for reminding me that nothing matters in the end. Saves me the effort of giving a shit.

Thanks for sharing all that horrible god-awful news, I was in danger of having a good day but thanks to your 'activism' I'll be sure to carry around this nihilistic pessimism for the world around me ALL DAY. And I haven't even rolled out of bed yet! Thanks ☺️🔫

Every highway. Every overgrown embankment. Every edge of every forest.

I was so badly to place my paws on that earth and run. To race through the trees with the sights and smells. Wind in fur, sounds of nature all around.

I want to run so badly.