Maria

Can’t. I can’t handle this. I honest to god can’t. I hate where I am in my life and I am fucking terrified and there’s no one in this household that would be able to comfort me because they legit don’t want me doing this shit.

I’m scared. Mortified something goes wrong. I told myself I’d do this stuff when I get out of my home. This should be a reminder to myself to never deviate from the plan. Instead I have to prove more because they are older people and they are going to want some proof to make sure I’m okay. I fucking

My first job has made me realize what I’ve hidden a while back. And what I honestly wanted. I haven’t felt this comfort in a long time. Like I didn’t even feel this in my last relationship. And I realize I don’t think I really feel that with Jason which freaks me out. He really likes me and ugh.

Afraid. I wish I wasn’t so afraid. I wish I could leave. I wish I lived with Mikey and Jason. I wish I felt safe enough to decorate my room without worrying about my parents questioning it. I fucking hate how bland my room is. It’s a perfect representation of what I feel safe to show my parents.

Jason is asleep I’m UGH. And it’s not even like it’s hard not telling my parents details but it just stresses me the fuck out because they have gone insane over that shit before for misplaced reasons. I literally feel like I can trust them with information. I can’t tell them anything because I am

Happened and I don’t think it will for a long while. I legit hate relationships so much this is why I only talked with Mikey for so long because one friendship that I could just keep details out of my parents reach felt manageable. I’m freaking the fuck out and my friend is talking with his bf and

Freaking the fuck out. I am fucking shit up again. Which is what I didn’t want to do. I am literally the base definition of a failure why can’t people fucking see that. People see worth in me which is fine but every person who gets a crush on me literally acts like they want me forever. It hasn’t

In contact with them forever. Which is the problem. I understand that they love me because I am their child. But it’s going to be too hard for me to stay in contact with them when I leave and become my own person. I don’t even know if I want to be Jason. It’s jumping back and forth im fucking

I wish someone could tell me that everything was going to be okay and I will believe it. Nothing will ever be okay. I’ll leave this place and maybe I’ll be at peace but I’ll always feel my parents will be watching my back. I genuinely feel like I’ll never leave their grasp. And they want me to be

#angewomon (2021)

Last but not least, these lil chompsters 🐊which one is your fav?

Thanks for the love on my Chiko crossbreeds! Here are some for Cyndaquil as well🔥

You two look so cute together!

Quick Samus

Dwayne Johnson will return as "Confused man in jungle" in ‘AVENGERS: DOOMSDAY’

I watched it too the other day and I got so fucking bored that I started playing on Roblox

I think it’s a sign

Bruh I forgot to type in that it never happened to me 😭 😭 😭

#初音ミク

Some B&W headshot commissions done for #TFconLA
I had fun with all of these. Any of the Megatron's are fun to draw. I enjoyed drawing g the Bishoujo Starscream. Then my take on TFA Sari and DI6 from TF One.
Enjoy

#transformers #hasbro #Megatron #Starscream #Sari #TFOne

This has never happened are you okay?

Real

Uni might look like Maxwell…?

Transformers Animated Derrick Wyatt Tribute piece.
It's still hard to believe that he's no longer with us.
I miss our Skype conversation and hanging out at cons and grumbling how we ate the white castle wrong.
Stunning colors by @dyemooch.bsky.social

#transformersAnimated #transformers #hasbro

There’s a McDonald’s in the pentagon

There’s a McDonald’s in the pentagon

Withered Magnus

smooch

#art #oc #june #kaina