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31.10.2025 14:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

A SWEETIE AND A BEAUTIFUL LITTLE DEER ๐ŸฆŒ ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ

31.10.2025 14:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'm new here but your noor is so so lovely this is making me emotional as hell ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ such a delicate and gentle voice !

31.10.2025 14:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I genuinely can't believe anyone fucking expected any better from this shit oh my fucking god

31.10.2025 14:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I just got home man LMFAO

31.10.2025 14:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

It's no different to reacting to a full artwork or painting. ??? there is a lot being communicated here as is.

31.10.2025 05:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

npc who is a goblin that eats worms by the way. a goblin associated with bombs by the way.

and I don't get why anyone would think we're not allowed to be upset at this. this isn't "one screenshot" that is a full design of a character with a background that depicts a specific setting.

31.10.2025 05:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

the FFXIV developers literally let an npc essentially say "the word souq means city" in shadowbringers so I don't get why any of you would think this is a sincere attempt at anything. they are willfully ignorant they are not trying here.

31.10.2025 05:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

moreover I hate this community for more than just orientalism. I have a right to anger & hurt & hate when a community is repeatedly misogynistic & racist & willfully ignorant. If you yourself aren't such, then instead of coming to me it would be better to go after players who perpetuate bigotry.

31.10.2025 05:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'm sorry but you can research all of this yourself, I and many others have tried to educate people on this for many years within this community and very often our efforts are met with either mockery, over defensiveness, spite, or shutdown by willful ignorance both by players and the developers.

31.10.2025 05:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thank you for taking the time to write all of this, it means a lot and genuinely helps soothe the ache in my heart tremendously. I'm extremely serious, this whole ordeal has been legitimately devastating to me, so seeing someone say all of this in my stead means the absolute world.

31.10.2025 04:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I didn't go to the concert as it was too far from my city, but I remember him talking about this before too ! iirc, it was for the environments in gyr abania initially.. it's genuinely so so devastating.

I hope you enjoyed the concert, at the very least ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ’œ

31.10.2025 04:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

they literally held a concert where I live. If this is seriously what they're gonna go for with corvos then I'm devastated.

30.10.2025 13:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 9    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

they've gone to my country, my home, and still, they chose to misrepresent the arabic language, still, they chose to fill the lands that mirror my home with goblins that eat worms and are associated with bombs. I feel so hopeless.

30.10.2025 13:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 10    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I genuinely feel so hopeless and heartbroken. I used to pray with all my heart that the day would come where we see Arab culture depicted with truth and sincerity, but the developers are willfully ignorant. I can't bring myself to go to the forums to try and speak out against orientalism anymore.

30.10.2025 13:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 20    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

no one saying a thing about how orientalist this looks I hate you forever ffxiv fandom I hate you forever yoshitaka amano and the sins for your arabiabooism

30.10.2025 13:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 11    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

makes me realize characters like Zoraal Ja and the cast of Arcadion fit in with IX's themed quite well (at least my perception of them).

19.07.2025 01:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

(DT & IX) aren't as narratively linked as I would've expected (IX being heavier as a case of existentialism / one's role and position in life, whereas DT was heavier on grief and acceptance of loss, though they are ultimately linked by the theme of death), though putting that thought into words +

19.07.2025 01:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Your writing here bespeaks your passion and heartfeltness for all 3 games, and that brings a smile to my face ๐Ÿ’œ as I said in the first post, I very much so agree with you that XIII would've served much better, and the use of IX feels very disjointed, especially considering that at large, the games +

19.07.2025 01:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Inappropriateness of the poor timing, and the (unintended) harm it can bring at a time like this.

19.07.2025 01:46 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

that your thread is not indicative of you being a harmful character, purely that it was a case of unfortunate timing that happened to mirror aspects of behavior that occurred in the past of this community from actual bad faith individuals. The intent of my post being to bring attention to the +

19.07.2025 01:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

If discussing it further in dms assuages you of any anxiety (as I know for a fact receiving a qrt of this sort can be anxiety inducing) then you're absolutely welcome to! I appreciate your doing your best, once more, trust that I believe with all my soul that you meant no ill will, and I recognize +

19.07.2025 01:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I see I see! Thank you for letting me know, I'd only seen your post while in searches relating to said recent events / FF9 ; and I tried my best to avoid being presumptuous, as again, I very wholeheartedly believe, that you had no ill intent, and purely saw this as a case of unfortunate timing.

19.07.2025 01:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Again, I don't mean to take this in bad faith, I very much so believe your thread wasn't written with ill intent, it's just that unfortunately, it perpetuates very harmful behavior, derailing from the actual discussion leads to callousness and apathy toward racial insensitivity within the game.

19.07.2025 01:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

rather than outright acknowledging it as the racial issue that it is, can and has paved the way for a lot of indifference and racial harm within the community and game development. (8/8)

19.07.2025 01:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

especially since such lack of regard paved the way for people to be indifferent to colorism and orientalism within the game and community.

I don't mean to say that OP partakes in such harmful behavior within the community & the game, but simply that simplifying the current issue to aesthetics (7/8)

19.07.2025 01:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

As an individual example, I know that as an arab, I felt deeply hurt seeing the lack of regard the playerbase at large had to things such as Ala Mhigo being treated as an afterthought both by the game and the community itself (6/8)

19.07.2025 01:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

and I can't help but feel that seeing non BIPOC discuss things in such a manner, at a time when latam and indigenous players are trying to bring awareness to the issue at hand, would make said players working so hard feel hurt and defeated by the sight. (5/8)

19.07.2025 01:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

While not seemingly harmful at a glance, and again, I understand op likely had no ill intent, can and HAS historically paved the way for people within this community to be ignorant and deeply insensitive with how they discuss the BIPOC depicted in XIV. (4/8)

19.07.2025 01:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

colonizing force and all that fact entails, especially when the narrative of DT explored how different racial groups exist within Sol9, intensely derails from the actual conversation.

Derailing from acknowledging the racial weight of the flaws of how XIV handles sensitivity of this sort (3/8)

19.07.2025 01:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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