Handsome Shadow

a cartoon character with fangs is holding his head in pain ALT: a cartoon character with fangs is holding his head in pain

When your body acts up last few weeks whit leg pain, having every week something to do, and now reaching the point where I ain't in a mood to start new/install new Gane....

Something sitters back into my mind.... Drawing (and video edit)
But mainly drawing, and legit I feel like the gif atm LOL

YES PLS. THE BUBBLE MUST BUURST

*Insert violent things that should befall the muskrat and twitter*

Its insane how bad it got.

Ah yes, first post in months (I'm alive yes)

And today I woke up at 3am and have an waterleak above me just before when I wanted to leave to work :)))))))

And no one lives there currently as it's being renovated, I just hope the guy forwards my message

Nah. Modern French is weak

Go whit Modern Nepal

And if i see some extra pixels i can add, il do that too.

Got really nothing else i wanna do xD

I will protect from now on 👍

WAIT, SO I WAS RIGHT THAT IT WAS YOUR FURSONA?!?!?

I SAW IT SINCE it's close to the FF1 sprites my gf and I did. And always thought: wait, is this urs?

Alright guess I have a secondary section to protect from grieving

Man sorry to hear....

(I wanted to write more but all that came in my hand felt either: Bad, wrong worded, or just me sounding idiotic)

Please take some rest, your important and cool, trying my absolute best not to be an helpless guy (I try) and also be suportive. Hope you feel better soon.

Pride
❮❮ #Art #Watercolor #PMD ❯❯

Hi, been bit quiet cause i uhhh...

Work and stuff happened, lots of private chaos (getting distracted by other stuff) etc etc.
And me breaking on my upload schedule (And forgetting announce it)

I AM ALIVE tho today was a bit depri day for once....
Im doing better then at the old work tho.

*Sends hugs*

I mean we know each other from work for like... 2 MONTHS ONLY???? LOL your cool, i just suck in socializing so much outside of my tiny circle in dnd (Of which outside of my gf) are all far away.

*I have no last words outside: hope it gets better, Emotions rainbow go brrr*

Whit work currently exhausting me most of the day and having several DnD rounds every weekend (I really gotta say no sometimes LOL)

And whit Thursday il be whit my mom at the funeral of my grandma, I really don't got the time, and I need a small break inbetween to go back on schedule

I forgot to say: due of time constrains and lack there off.

Monday and Wedensday YT upload is canceled, I couldn't find the time to edit on anything. so to soften the schedule I decided il skip 2 of the 4 vods (I been uploading for like 2 months or so on time and it catches up on me)

Me having video editing software is a mistake:

Cause either i put too much time in 1 single video no one watches. OR I CREATE MEMES

a cartoon character says " that 's rough buddy " while standing in front of a fire ALT: a cartoon character says " that 's rough buddy " while standing in front of a fire

Damn, thats really sad (Now is the time to learn it yourself.... Says the person who still hasnt done anything art releated in months) Woops

But yes they look good yes yes

i REALLY REALLLY Love the Pokemon mystery dungeon sprites. Makes me happy and feel old yay

YouTube video by Matchbox Twenty Matchbox Twenty - How Far We've Come (Official Video) [HD Remaster]

www.youtube.com/watch?v=5d7E...

Also current mood song (Which fits me and funny enough an OC of mine) Gotta love refinding songs you seen once in an AMV and re finding it instantly creating an small animated story in your head :3

Me: man gotta prepare the video for Wednesday

Procceds to use most editing power for the outro (As its close to the final)
..... Man

Ok so why is physicaly exhausting good? WELL in the last few years of work I was absolutely drained mentally, and hated it.

Now: I Like it, the pepole are cool and I ain't mentally exhausted, but due of not being used it.

Anyway il head to bed and crash

I could try to push but yeah quality would suffer and I really don't want that (been noticing quality dropped since work switch)

I probably get Saturday FF14 out but if I don't il just skip it.

I hate it that I gotta cut my upload streak but maaan I'm so physically exhausted (which is kinda good)

Sadly gotta say it:

Friday Ishin video prob won't be done on time/be skipped.

I been exhausted alot the last few days and today I was walking around whit my mom.
And due of that I had no time for video editing, and now il prob go to bed (exhaustion catches up)

AYYYY GOOOD OL AUTISIM ALWAYS WINS
They look really nice

YouTube video by Handsome Shadows TwitchVods Archive Yakuza 4 #32 The climb to the Final showdown.

Also video upload advertising again.
2 Yakuza 4 and 1 FF14 (Later today another one)
youtu.be/h7jisPmIPZ0
youtu.be/OMxKq3OVVUQ
youtu.be/r13kXNiIr68

Whit yakuza getting the "FINAL" Epilogue episode this friday, meaning the upload of ishin will start next monday.

When you have vacation and wait for 2 things (Eye doc appointment) tomorrow and the new work start next week

And im just: Man, WHAT DO I DO????? I guess finish games
(Getting close to finishing Doom golden souls 2)

a man with long hair and a red jacket stands next to another man with long hair ALT: a man with long hair and a red jacket stands next to another man with long hair

Yes, this ain't twitter/Hellhole

God it's been so long since playing Nier Gestalt (Ps3 version, yes I got the game on the Square store many years ago xD)

The new Schedule, Probably will get more Physically exhausted like in the internship then mentally how it was in my old work. God im so happy its over

*Also: i will make a higher focus to keep up my Bsky account to advertise my uploads and stream more*

And write more in here (Outside of venting)

Currently i got the next week off so il focus more on video upload so once work switch happens i dont need to worry about uploads and chang get used to

Handsome_Shadow - Twitch Comfy german gamer who likes video games, Writes sometimes some fanfictions releated to Final fantasy 14 and in general a friendly guy

And if you wanna watch these streams "Live" and the playtroughs (As some streams wont get made into a Vod as its all managed by myself)

Come over to www.twitch.tv/handsome_sha...

Currently streams are Unregularly due of Work and Schedule changes ahead of me while also decreasing the vod storage.