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Took shrooms like an hour ago I don’t think they even work but also like I haven’t done them in over 5 years so I kinda forgor what it’s like

Bruh yall know im mentally ill rn cause I NEVER post this often

Did he cheat on me? Yes. Do I still see myself wanting to date him in the future?…. Also yes..

Little does he know I’m going through the worst heartbreak of my life

One of the people I work with said to me “are you dieting, it looks like you’ve lost weight” IM WINNGINGGG

Changed my layout for the first time since I’ve made this accounttttt

I feel like I’m going to die

I’m going insane. I keep going from app to app to app to distract myself but it doesn’t work. And if it does it’s only temporary. I just want him to talk to me.

Literally my first thought I think to myself once I clear my head is simply “I want to die” and it won’t go away

Every morning I wake up with a panic attack. I feel so broken.

I haven’t eaten solid food in a whole week

Since we’ve broken up I’ve lost 10lbs 😝😝😝 at least I got one thing going for me

Even though he cheated on me. I keep trying to tell myself, things can change and get better. And maybe we can get back together. But, I know that can’t happen. Even though I want it to more than anything in this life.

I’m sorry for going mia after my last post thank you to the people asking if I’m okay. But in all honesty I’m so far from okay. I’m even worse than I was.

I think im gonna attempt tonight. Not even trying to seem like im seeking attention it’s just I have no one to go to. I don’t wanna live anymore.

Can I just get some one to talk to me please. Just one person. I’m begging.

AYYY THEY FINALLY ADDED A DRAFT BUTTON LESSGOOOOO

I’ve been binge eating for like two weeks and I’m so scared to check the scale I know I’ve gained an unimaginable amount of weight

I really thought we were gonna be able to work together and work this out why couldn’t we.

God my gluts and my thighs are in SO much pain

Called out of work and went on a hike this morning today has been really nice so far

I hate being greasy little freaky goblin

Omad was dinner at Red Robin 🫩 did I eat every last bite? Yes. Was it also delicious? Yes.

Watched iron lung last night and ngl it was a little confusing but otherwise i thought it was a really good movie!

2026 goals
- eat less fast food
- go on more hikes
- meal prep
- LOCK IN

It’s the way I’ve gained so much weight back I can literally feel my thighs rub together when I walk and it makes me wanna take a bullet to the temple

Guys… what are the best diet pills. My black seed oil only works so much I need something more

I binged so bad yesterday I feel so horrible about it why is it so hard for me to stay locked in

Yea we’re back together but this is everything I wrote down that I still feel the need to talk to him about…. Lol

So we’re 100% back together but idek how to mention it to my friends cause I know they’re gonna be so disappointed and upset with me