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Only food I’ve ate in the past 24 hours is apple sauce.. mmmmm at least it’s yummy I ain’t complaining

Thank you!!! So far pain hasn’t been toooo bad… just been taking pain medicine just in case tho! (Maybe that’s just it working lol)

Oh for sure😭 so far hasn’t been tooo bad yet haha but thank you!!!

Got a tooth extraction and bone graft surgery yesterday 💔💔 but now I have to essentially liquid diet for 48 hours but I think I might do it for like 4 days to be safe. I’m so scared to fuck anything up lol

I’m only 22 but I feel like my whole life is over. I don’t know what I’m doing.

And I’ve been doing it for so long I don’t know how to stop it. I just want to cry. I want to feel something. I’m so depressed. I’ve been clean from SH for over 4 years but holy fuck I wanna relapse. I’m doing so fucking bad and I have no one to go too. I feel so alone and so hopeless.

I used to be so vulnerable. in real life I’m so closed off. I feel like I can’t talk to anyone without thinking I’m being cringe and annoying. I hate that I can’t express my emotions anymore. I used to be able to cry and express my emotions but I’ve learned to just go numb.

🫂🫂🫂 I feel the same way about my parents. So I understand. That’s a big reason I knew why it wouldn’t have been right to go through with it. I don’t wanna end up like my parents esp when I feel like I’m even less ready than they were. Appreciate you. 🫶🏻

I feel like I really needed to hear this. Thank you so much. 🫂🫶🏻

Thank you <3

I went through with terminating the pregnancy. God I feel like such a horrible person. The guilt is unimaginable. These past two weeks are the worst I’ve ever felt in my entire life. But I have to act like nothing is happening to the people around me. I’m so depressed.

Thank you to everyone who replied to this, the amount of support is genuinely so appreciated I love all of you. I think I know my decision, it’s going to be really hard. I never thought I’d be having to go through this yet. But here I am. Thank you again for everyone’s kind words. It means a lot. 🩷🩷

So guys.. I’m kinda actually freaking out

I’m so close to resetting this timer lol. The urges are so strong rn and idk if I can pull back

Update 2 weeks later. I gained all the weight back and we didn’t break up. We’re doing a lot better now!

I really appreciate this, thank you. 💘🫂🫂

Been so depressed cause I’ve been on the verge of breaking up with my bf. I lost like 4lbs in three days. Life really sucks rn and our three year anniversary is tomorrow. I hate myself truly.

Holy shit I’m SO sad

I forget what it’s like to live with a normal sleep schedule

I’m a puddle of grease 💔🥀😞

I feel so disgusting. I hate being in my body.

LMFAOO 😭😭😭 literally the only time that happens for me is if I drink any kind of their frappes otherwise nahhh 💔💔

I caved and got McDonald’s last night and I’ve never regretted something so quick ever 💔 I feel like I fucked up all my progress im to scared to even check my weight

My boyfriend and I almost broke up last night. Idk how to feel.

Weighed in at 136lbs this morning I’m WINNING I officially lost 10lbs again🫶🏻😭 now I just need to get out of the 30s all together

This year has not been my year💔

Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why

I feel so bloated and poopy I hate this so much

Gonna go get pho 🍜 for dinner with my friend I hope it’s worth it 😭