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I’m sorry for going mia after my last post thank you to the people asking if I’m okay. But in all honesty I’m so far from okay. I’m even worse than I was.

I think im gonna attempt tonight. Not even trying to seem like im seeking attention it’s just I have no one to go to. I don’t wanna live anymore.

Can I just get some one to talk to me please. Just one person. I’m begging.

AYYY THEY FINALLY ADDED A DRAFT BUTTON LESSGOOOOO

I’ve been binge eating for like two weeks and I’m so scared to check the scale I know I’ve gained an unimaginable amount of weight

I really thought we were gonna be able to work together and work this out why couldn’t we.

God my gluts and my thighs are in SO much pain

Called out of work and went on a hike this morning today has been really nice so far

I hate being greasy little freaky goblin

Omad was dinner at Red Robin 🫩 did I eat every last bite? Yes. Was it also delicious? Yes.

Watched iron lung last night and ngl it was a little confusing but otherwise i thought it was a really good movie!

2026 goals
- eat less fast food
- go on more hikes
- meal prep
- LOCK IN

It’s the way I’ve gained so much weight back I can literally feel my thighs rub together when I walk and it makes me wanna take a bullet to the temple

Guys… what are the best diet pills. My black seed oil only works so much I need something more

I binged so bad yesterday I feel so horrible about it why is it so hard for me to stay locked in

Yea we’re back together but this is everything I wrote down that I still feel the need to talk to him about…. Lol

So we’re 100% back together but idek how to mention it to my friends cause I know they’re gonna be so disappointed and upset with me

Even tho we both agreed we wanted to be together I don’t know if it’s confirmed that we are back together at this very second. Especially because he said he wanted to talk more about it tomorrow and he still needs time to process everything.

My boyfriend and I broke up last night. But I can’t go through with it. I need him. I can’t loose him. I’m gonna message him once he’s off of work.

I feel like I’ve had a set back today. Today’s the first day I’ve ate two meals in the same day in like a week. It says I gained two pounds but I hope that’s not actually true

This is the year of quitting my fast food addiction and lowk it’s getting easier and easier at the days go on. The cravings are almost non existent

Deadass gonna starve myself for like 5 days straight

Guys…. I’ve gained 14lbs in 3 weeks is this real or is something wrong how the fuck is this possible

Maybe 2026 will be the year i actually lock in

Thank you I’m sorry to hear you’re going through something similar :( but i appreciate it and the same goes to you!!🫶🏻

Literally can’t even register that i relapsed still like… idk it’s gonna hard to tell myself im not almost 5yrs clean anymore

I appreciate you, thank you for this. <3

I have nothing to be proud of anymore… it wasn’t even worth it. The release felt nothing like it did in the past. It was like i did it for nothing. God I hate my life.

After 5 fucking years I relapsed from self harm I feel like such a failure

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