madele 🧃🌱 ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾

🫶 my sweet boy

every time i post my bf i lose followers LDSKDJAHXJSBSBABS

Noooo. Physical media is SO IMPORTANT. Not everything is online either. Not everything will be put online.

REAL

Babies have coco melon, I have Stephanie Soo

please enjoy this video of my lola looking through my bts pcs (im overdue for a binder upgrade and jin is in a separate book)

i need them to make rollers for them that are flat or smth on one side because the big round ones do too much 😭😭😭

look how cute! normally my hair ends up kinda frizzy when i straighten but now it smoof 🤓

woke up in a rly good mood for some reason but i’m not gonna question it !!

i started washing my hair every day/every other day unless i’m not leaving the house and lemme tell u my hair satisfaction went up like 300%

having bangs is actually so cute and fun if you just wash ur hair more often

downside of buying an expensive hair straightener is i always wanna straighten my hair

its exhausting and depressing like🥲🥲

🥹🫂

(i got to the fighting portion of the lolla set)

i think i have to overly identify with being a crazy seungkwan girl again to feel a sense of purpose

on the bright side, seungkwan lollapalooza berlin exists 🫡

everything hurts literally every day all the time and i don’t know how to get it to stop

literally crocheting playing a svt concert and watching videos on my phone to prevent a thought from happening

just watching old content and trying to feel smth

i feel line 2020 me would’ve at least had bts but 🥲🥲🥲

i hate feeling isolated when i’m also mourning but i also just don’t rly have a choice it just sucks

it’s times like these where i wish i had more ppl to talk to 🥲

i hope they stay together and continue making music w a company that will actually promote them or just that they’re happy with whatever happens next. but it’s sad🥲

u mean to tell me i’ve been getting into fromis 9 over the last year and just introduced their discography to my bf and that we’ve been playing their discography while gaming ONLY FOR THEM TO NOT RENEW😭😭😭💔💔💔

thank you 🥹 i hope so

i miss enjoying kpop i miss learning dances i miss making tiktoks i miss doing makeup looks like i just don’t feel like myself anymore 😭

had to call oomf while editing a photo of him so i wouldn’t start sobbing. i really miss him

i miss my lolo

hosting a seungkwan lookalike competition for shits n giggles