🔞 Doodler

just like Dorothea-

I imagine it often

Dorothea doesn't say a word and doesn't invite the other into the room given to her for the duration of the trip. She stands there, arms cross, waiting — waiting for what, she herself doesn't know, for there is nothing that can possibly be said. Ferdie deflates. "You are still cross with me, then." "You've got that right on your first try." With a huff, Dorothea averts her face, if only to avoid the puppy eyes. "Look, I'll get over it, but give me some time." "I understand," Ferdie says. "For what it is worth, I truly meant what I have said. When I saw you there, you were to me like a vision from a picture book. It was… overwhelming, but I never meant to cause offence."

"Well, you did," Dorothea shoots back, though with less venom than she had for her companion a couple of hours earlier. In all honesty, she knows Ferdie to be sincere to a fault, so it's not hard to take her at her word when she describes her version of the night many years ago. But Dorothea has been enjoying a lovely evening sulking over wine and fidgeting with the chip on her shoulder. "And weren't you a bit old to believe in fairies anyway?" She knows she's being mean now, but she still remembers how worthless she felt back then. "I still do." Dorothea looks at Ferdie, raising an eyebrow at the remark. Ferdie looks back, not a trace of deceit in her face. Ferdie flushes and bows slightly. "I will take my leave, then. I… I am afraid you cannot quite avoid me here, but I will endeavour to give you as much space as I am able."

With that, she turns back and makes for her room at the opposite side of the hall. Dorothea watches out of habit, worried she might stumble, but Ferdie seems to have no problem with the lack of light. A strange creature. Strange, but not malicious. "Ferdie?" she calls out before she can change her mind. "Have you ever bathed in a fountain?" The other pauses and looks back. "On purpose? No." Dorothea smiles.

a part of some ferdithea yuri from the archive

without insurance: one time lump sum $1800
with insurance because I haven't met my deductible: $800 the first month, $50 the second, $50 the third, $700 the fourth, and then $50 every month after that :)

The machine literally costs more /with/ insurance

to be fair to platner, this is a problem with all politics journalism; i would like to see more specifics about how you will accomplish what you want to accomplish, rather than broad platitudes that are more or less indistinguishable from any other liberal politician

Promotional image for this year’s Juneteenth TTRPG event. At the top right is the logo of Twitch channel Find Out Productions, a black cat wearing a reddish pink Carmen Sandiego style hat. At the top left, the text “Hosted by Imani” next to a picture of Imani, a Black femme with short blonde hair wearing sunglasses, looking at the camera. Further text taking up the center and bottom of the image reads: Juneteenth 2026 We Came To Party An All Day TTRPG Event Celebrating Black Joy GM Signups March 30th In the background is part of the artwork Sugar Shack, by Ernie Barnes.

Yo! I am once again organizing an all Black GM & Player Juneteenth event.

The theme is gonna be Black Joy: We Came to Party

Put your dancing shoes on, light up the grill, and move your car from the street we're having a Block Party.

GM Sign Ups open March 30th and player sign ups to follow.

Is it the sheer number of fans? The overlap with mainstream pop culture? The multiple generations layered like strata in the earth's crust? We don't know, but if there is a form of social chaos, it can be found there.

whenever I see Generalized Fandom Criticism that I don't understand, I imagine it in the context of Star Wars fans and then it seems much less far fetched

our last dog would toss them in the air like a kitty! she was also small, though, so she'd often steal actual cat toys

ferdibert spawn (developing an appreciation for family antiques)

joke that is made several dozen times but i will add to the pile because i think i am FUNNY.

#ゴールデンカムイ #goldenkamuy

ferdibert spawn (historically accurate reenactment)

This shit has given me more trauma than the things that got me sent to therapy at this point
www.cambridge.org/core/journal...

I want to know who the fuck decided that Socratic Dialogue belongs in therapy and then I want to do some things to them that do not embody mindfulness at all

Viscerally tired

I love you, ships that can't be neatly categorized by culture-bound definitions like romantic or platonic or sexual

Ehh, our tax refund should be here soon, so it should be fine. But I must periodically yell about it.

Consider, however.....hanahaki as a love spell

let's see how much 80s-90s Academic Feminism™️ I can stomach for the sake of ancient gay shit

but anyways
time to find $1700 for a test I don't need to prove to insurance that they should maybe partially pay for a machine I DO need that costs $1800

controversial opinion I think people with chronic illnesses and/or disabilities should be allowed to survive shitty governments

"the government doesn't do anything anyways"
sure, unless you're on medicare or medicaid or food stamps or rely on the post office or have any kind of employer-paid health insurance that will still fuck you over as much as they possibly can without getting bankrupted by postmortem lawsuits

extremely tired of listening to self-proclaimed pr🅾️gressives insisting we need internet-famous idealogues instead of politicians as if people aren't dying because of which Disgustingly Moderate bills do or don't get proposed & passed 🤪

extremely tired of jumping through (very expensive) hoops for a healthcare system that exists to make sure I don't survive because that would be more profitable for them

ferdibert spawn: career training

my dentist telling me to cut back on sugary/carbonated drinks and I'm just like....if this is my worst habit, it's risk reduction

Hubert who thinks he has his horni- desire for Ferdinand under control until Ferdinand slaps Hubert mid-argument, unlocks something neither were aware of, and end up having hate-sex on the war table

If anyone wants some design work for their OCs, though 👀
I'm much more of a concept person than an illustrator when it comes down to it