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the only thing i don't feel guilty buying for myself is food ajhsdosiahOIHSAIODHASIOHDohdsof 😔

it's really telling how it was so easy for me to buy something for family but whenever i try to get something for myself i have to mull it over for 5 business days before deciding it's not essential and therefore i shouldn't buy it

(i wanted to gift them a set of tablea and chocolates from this nice artisanal store i found, because they make me feel like home and i want to get them something extra nice)

the gifts i picked for my brothers and my papa need to be bought a little bit later tho since there's chocolates and i don't want the chocolates to be all melty when i give the gifts to them

i'm using my credit card so i don't need to get the extra 200 within this month- my priority is still my bills, then i'll take it easy after, but will be open to taking more comms-

i actually alr used my cc ☝🤓 since the plushies i wanted to get for my nieces had limited stocks

i'm bumping my comm goals to 700 so i can make sure i got the gifts i'm getting my fam covered 6__9 heeheehoohoo

when i reach my goal of 500, i might take more- just gotta... uhh... get started on listing out what i should get my family for christmas- and then once i have that, i'll take more comms based on how much i need!

heeheehoohoo i'm already at 350/500- i'll take it easy a lil bit and focus on my current queue before i accept more!

thank you to everyone who shared and those who commed me! u w u

coincidentally enough, i managed to go through all my current queue's sketches a few hours after this ohoiahdsiaohd

but now i'm back to feeling distracted/uninspired- i just gotta power through... 😭

i saw a really pretty box of assorted teas

i'm gonna start dropping hints in the family group chat

i only managed to finish one sketch so far and a day has already passed, i feel like a failure-

i don't think they meant to offend, really, it seemed mostly like a really blunt comment- kind of like when kids point something out not realizing it could be rude; so i can't really be too upset-

i don't think it'll happen again, but if it does, i'll try to speak my mind about it

i have to remind myself of that every time, i know people find me nice to listen to and that's enough for me even if no one is talking in chat- i try to converse with the chat when they do talk tho, but yeah-

it was the first time i got that sort of comment so i'm kinda feeling upset about it ( ´. .̫ . `) like.. yeah, i already know that my chat is dead most of the time- i always thought i was doing a really bad job at being entertaining, but i know some people tend to just enjoy listening in

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hewwo i just woke up- i'm getting my coffee and getting started on sketching out comms (i got 5 on the list so far! thank you! 🙇‍♂️)

have some nice jams for good vibes www.youtube.com/watch?v=j4q1...

I'm sorry I wasn't able to properly say this earlier, I just really wanted to focus on the game at that time and not dwell on it, but I'm dwelling on it now ( ´. .̫ . `)

It was kinda brought up because I was not comfortable expanding on a passing topic as my chat may feel uncomfortable and it was pointed out that "they're likely not even here" to feel uncomfortable, and it kinda stuck into my noggin

I also don't want to force people watching me to talk if they're more comfortable simply listening in.

I am already very much aware of how dead my streams are and how bad I am at starting conversations... I don't really mind it much because I know people like to lurk more than talk and I'm fine with that. But it still hurts a little bit to have that pointed out.

My stream ended hours ago but my tired brain keeps on repeating what happened earlier, so-

If possible... Could you guys please not point out how empty my chat is next time...? ( ´. .̫ . `)

stream END! thank you to everyone who stopped by and stuck around :")

i was too weak to kill people for my wife... y__y i promise next time i will!!

anyways, i don't have a schedule Yet Again, bc i'll be busy with comm work- if i feel like streaming them, you'll know \(' - ')/

wanted to do a little gaming stream before i get started on comm work tomorrow- what was the last thing we did in this game again? we witnessed tragic yaoi, is all i remember-

www.twitch.tv/tarosin666

i procrastinated on fixing the cabinet door and i am now facing the consequences :(((

(I had a mosquito coil lit near the cabinet and my plushies now smell like smoke)

reposting this again bc it's still so funny

my little brother got sick after i recovered

coincidentally, the last time, i got sick after he recovered

are we just taking shifts

chairs with springs should not exist, i wish i bought a mesh chair instead

i forgor if i already shared this here but 😭 i'm no longer a 16 GB potato btw- y'all made this happen 🫵👁👁 thank you

i officially opened my comms for this month, but i will be responding to requests (if i get any today) tomorrow aosihdisaohd just wanted to set this up a day in advance-

(Bust-Up/Skeb) Sketch Commissions by tarosin666 (@tarosin666) Commission tarosin666 to create your perfect (Bust-Up/Skeb) Sketch Commissions.

i have full-bodies closed indefinitely, but i am open to discussion (might probably only accept one per month, will prioritize regular clients)

i also have skeb/sketch comms available! vgen.co/tarosin666/s...

【COMMS OPEN!】

i set up certain # of slots for each service, but i'm not expecting to get them all filled up, just need to reach my usual goal (500USD, but might take more bc i want to buy my family some christmas gifts ; W ; )

RTs are appreciated! 🙇‍♂️

vgen.co/tarosin666

#VGenComm