Atelier

Do people actually enjoy my existence?

Today was difficult. I keep getting flashbacks to getting abused by Max and Ryan. Random intense memories I tried to lock away of being forced into extremely uncomfortable situations or starving myself for 10 days because of how awful they made me feel. Damage that still lingers.

8 years ago, a close friend of mine passed away due to cancer. The pain still hasn't healed, and at this point, I don't think it ever will. It taught me a valuable lession though. Friends are everything, and I need to value every day I have them.

After a day like today. I think I can safely say I've finally got the kind of friends I've wanted all my life.

I was supposed to get to go and see some friends today. But as always, the universe told me to go fuck off

Parents might unironically bleed me dry of every penny in my bank account by the end of the month. yippeee

Haven't had a depressive episode since my parents went on vacation. That's probably telling about something but I don't really *like* what it's saying.

If I had a nickel for every time someone called my irl face cute, I'd have three nickels. Which isn't a lot, but I'm happy it happened three times.

It's insane how many people have tolerated me for as long as they have when I'm as annoying and stressful to be around as I am. I can't even tolerate myself.

Intense feelings of emptiness and uselessness. I barely feel like my own person. All I do is cause more stress and problems in people's lives. I'm just a hindrance, a liability. Someone who is realistically going to die sad and alone.

Feeling quite fucking abysmal tonight

I need bottom surgery

nsfw furry rivals of aether fanart of Clairen with her boobs out looking flustered and embarrassed :3

boobs.

//just straight up gay sex, no genitals though sorry

Don't you just hate when the hot cultist fox you just met whispers that her tent is open for you and you roll like an 8 on a will roll because you're a gay mess and oops now you're fighting for your life???

I am such a slutty little kitty

Don't feel like typing it again... but yeah

* Kris? You've been, um, playing BATTAT for quite a while! Is everything okay in there?

No text version....for your convenience

Want some good NSFW artists to follow on here

Need to actually use this account more

:)

I need to be more assertive

Lot of thoughts in my brain tonight at varying levels if horny

God I need to get better at hiding when I'm horny

Did a lot of typing tonight

The isolation is getting to me

hornie

I would kiss people platonically. But if I kiss you with tongue I'm into you.

I wanna make out with someone tonight

Having moved my private here I removed Twitter from my phone and replaced it with GeoGeussr