Zippy Eli

Cut off a parent is swirl different emotions; mainly relieved, no longer feel tense and burden on my shoulder.

I really wish there’s out there parent need to know & figure why their child have decide to cut them off on their own. That’s bravery, not easy to make the decision& heal.

No longer use Facebook from now on.

Instagram (take a break)

Want to reduce the anxiety/stress from using social media

Read more books!

I hate to be broke and not earn money bc my mental illness is troll on me

🖕🏻🖕🏻

I miss my boyfriend and his three dogs

Enjoy your 🍃 hehe

My ass gonna be home within 24 hours !!

Finally!!!

I miss my bed, cats, and weed so freaking much !

No need to feel shame for needing extra help from psychiatric hospital

It s absolutely okay to ask for help.

I still want go home at this point.

*stay at psychiatric hospital for nearly two weeks*

Just woke up from nap

That was really good nap.

As myself I have a narcasstic mother who no longer contact with her

And I’m currently come with a cold. I wish a mom could come and made a comfort foods.

I don’t have mom.. it makes me a bit sad.

I wanna smokeeeeee weed nowwwww 😩😩

I’m anxious about politics going on and my mental illness is chaotic.

Just want to disappear and stay at psych ward 😴

Hate the feeling that I am easily ignored and not important.

It doesn’t matter how bad I get anxious .. 😕

I just want to disappear for awhile

Me: enjoy high and read kindle 🍃😎

Cannabis friendly 🍃💨

I find marijuana helps me with so many things that it has benefits.

I wish people accept that instead of so against to it.

I often been told that it’s your family blood, she’s your mom, and many more

Me: you have no idea a lot more what’s going on in the house

I focus on my healing/and break the cycle.

TW ⚠️

Do you ever wonder why adult children have a absent parent

&have them wonder “I want to talk to mom.” But not my mom - the one neglected me, not accepted me & treat me like I’m a punch bag when it comes to physical.

My mind was automatically thinking you’re not my mom period

Child survivor

a cartoon of a wizard with the words me and my kindle on the bottom ALT: a cartoon of a wizard with the words me and my kindle on the bottom

I kinda white lie to my therapist

In my defense, it was last min and I do not like to have last min plan 🤨

So I told her that I’ll be snowboarding but really I’ll be just sit and read kindle in my bed and get high all afternoon.

I’m so dead ass exhausted from the weekend with my boo and just cancel my therapy session so I can just fully recover from the weekend

😴🥲

Every time I see your username pop up on different account IG you follow, I often wonder how are you doing up there

Sky.hxpe missing you so much! I love you forever until I stop breathing. ❤️

Grieving is weird shit I could say.

Take my psychotic meds and 💤😴💤 for the night

Mute 🫶🏻

I’m gender neutral non binary!!!!!!

😎🫶🏻💚🏳️‍🌈

They/she

So, what will happens next?

I’m dead serious I’m VERY anxious about the next four years

I need to prepare everything and it’s toooo stressful for me. Like I don’t live this way to barrier my own rights. Here is supposed to be a safe space, & have human rights. I don’t understand people really

Yeah yeah yeah my sleep schedule is pretty messed up and so high currently

Me: 😎😜💚