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Ellie ๐Ÿป

@ellibehr.bsky.social

she/her | millenial ๐Ÿป | content creator ๐ŸŽฎ | neurospicy ๐Ÿง  | hashimotos + hypothyroidism ๐Ÿ˜ด | military wife ๐Ÿฆ…๐ŸŒŽโš“ | mother of animals ๐Ÿพ | Inquiriesโ‡ขellibehr.contact@gmail.com โœจ

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A selfie of Ellie. She is wearing a black tank top and has a black heart rate monitor on her left arm. She has black browline glasses on and her hair is curled and down. Her hair color is pink at the root, with teal and purple blending down the rest of it. She has a burgundy eyeshadow with glitter and a black cateye liner. Her lips are a blend of burgundy and lilac.

A selfie of Ellie. She is wearing a black tank top and has a black heart rate monitor on her left arm. She has black browline glasses on and her hair is curled and down. Her hair color is pink at the root, with teal and purple blending down the rest of it. She has a burgundy eyeshadow with glitter and a black cateye liner. Her lips are a blend of burgundy and lilac.

A selfie of Ellie with her chin resting on her right hand. She is wearing a black tank top and has a black heart rate monitor on her left arm. She has black browline glasses on and her hair is curled and down. Her hair color is pink at the root, with teal and purple blending down the rest of it. She has a burgundy eyeshadow with glitter and a black cateye liner. Her lips are a blend of burgundy and lilac.

A selfie of Ellie with her chin resting on her right hand. She is wearing a black tank top and has a black heart rate monitor on her left arm. She has black browline glasses on and her hair is curled and down. Her hair color is pink at the root, with teal and purple blending down the rest of it. She has a burgundy eyeshadow with glitter and a black cateye liner. Her lips are a blend of burgundy and lilac.

Oh hi, I'm officially back from my health break! Let's spend some time catching up before diving into Dune: Awakening for the first time!

๐Ÿ”ด twitch.tv/ellibehr

[ #funcomcreator | #duneawakening | #twitch ]

11.06.2025 17:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'm doing as good as I can, given the unknown autoimmune disease that my body thought it'd be fun to collect ๐Ÿ˜… I'm feeling optimistic though since I'm actively making strides to figuring what shenanigans my body is up to.

I hope you've been well! I've missed you too ๐Ÿซ‚

10.06.2025 19:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A Discord announcement from Ellie's community discord. It reads as follows:

June 8, 2025
Ellibutt/BUTTllie Yesterday at 16:53

@everyone Hey y'all! I hope things have been going well for you so far this summer! โ˜€๏ธ I want to update y'all on how things have been going for me during my time away from streams.

I had been hoping that by now I'd be feeling much more like myself. Unfortanately... that's not the case. Although my thyroid levels are finally where they should be, I still feel like hot garbage

Iโ€™m dealing with a lot of fatigue, pain, and my heart rate thinks it's super cool to act like I just ran a mile back in high school, except all I did was shower

After going over everything with my new doctor, he suspects that my body has decided to play Pokemon with autoimmune issues (no body, we don't have to catch them all). I now have an appointment with a rheumatologist in August (the soonest they can get me in), and am calling tomorrow to schedule a neurology appointment (as I recently learned that my Aunt has MS). Hopefully these doctors will be able to rule out scary things and get me moving towards figuring out what shenanigans my body is pulling.

In the meantime, I had been planning on returning to streams starting this week. After talking it over with my therapist, she encouraged me to gently try streaming again once or twice a week to see how my body handles it.

So Iโ€™m planning to dip my toes back in with a stream this coming Tuesday!

I've also commissioned a GIFtuber version of me for the days when my energy is super low, that way I can still stream without pushing myself too hard. I'm hoping to have that done by the end of July ๐Ÿคž Gotta make sure I focus on listening to my body, even when it's being utterly ridiculous 

Thank you all for being so supportive and patient as I navigate all this. Your check-ins and kind words have meant so much to me. I appreciate the fuck out of y'all ๐Ÿฅน 

See you soon xoxo

Ellie

A Discord announcement from Ellie's community discord. It reads as follows: June 8, 2025 Ellibutt/BUTTllie Yesterday at 16:53 @everyone Hey y'all! I hope things have been going well for you so far this summer! โ˜€๏ธ I want to update y'all on how things have been going for me during my time away from streams. I had been hoping that by now I'd be feeling much more like myself. Unfortanately... that's not the case. Although my thyroid levels are finally where they should be, I still feel like hot garbage Iโ€™m dealing with a lot of fatigue, pain, and my heart rate thinks it's super cool to act like I just ran a mile back in high school, except all I did was shower After going over everything with my new doctor, he suspects that my body has decided to play Pokemon with autoimmune issues (no body, we don't have to catch them all). I now have an appointment with a rheumatologist in August (the soonest they can get me in), and am calling tomorrow to schedule a neurology appointment (as I recently learned that my Aunt has MS). Hopefully these doctors will be able to rule out scary things and get me moving towards figuring out what shenanigans my body is pulling. In the meantime, I had been planning on returning to streams starting this week. After talking it over with my therapist, she encouraged me to gently try streaming again once or twice a week to see how my body handles it. So Iโ€™m planning to dip my toes back in with a stream this coming Tuesday! I've also commissioned a GIFtuber version of me for the days when my energy is super low, that way I can still stream without pushing myself too hard. I'm hoping to have that done by the end of July ๐Ÿคž Gotta make sure I focus on listening to my body, even when it's being utterly ridiculous Thank you all for being so supportive and patient as I navigate all this. Your check-ins and kind words have meant so much to me. I appreciate the fuck out of y'all ๐Ÿฅน See you soon xoxo Ellie

Here's a lil update on how things have been going during my health hiatus ๐Ÿซ 

I'm currently prepping for my first stream back and I'm nervous and excited ๐Ÿซฃ

10.06.2025 16:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Anyone want to go to the zoo? LIVE WITH MORE LIES OF P DLC! โœจ๐Ÿฉต๐Ÿชจ๐Ÿฆ‹ twitch.tv/RoxAndStone

08.06.2025 20:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 10    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Excited for this week!
twitch.tv/xopeachi
๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿค๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿค๐Ÿ’œ

08.06.2025 20:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 10    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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๐Ÿ—ฃ๐Ÿ“ข Paralives comes out in Early Access on December 8, 2025โ€ผ๏ธ

watch our release date trailer out now โœงโ‚Šโบ youtu.be/uvGPV6qQuQM

โžก๏ธ read more about the Early Access release and Paralivesโ€™ new chapter in this public Patron post: www.patreon.com/posts/130995...

08.06.2025 20:46 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 602    ๐Ÿ” 273    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 31    ๐Ÿ“Œ 93
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Morning sibling snuggles ๐Ÿ˜ป ๐Ÿพ

30.05.2025 15:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Image 1 of 2 of a Discord Announcement Ellie made on May 4, 2025 at 2:28pm PDT. It reads as follows:

"Hey y'all! I hope your weekend has been going well! :heart emote:

So, as some of you know, I've been dealing with some health issues for quite a while now. Between doctors not believing me/not running the tests I wanted, or me not having the spoons to push back/pursue things, itโ€™s taken longer than Iโ€™d hoped to get some answers.

Iโ€™m not done figuring everything out, but I do finally have one solid answer for why Iโ€™ve been feeling so awful. And funny enough, itโ€™s something Iโ€™ve talked about on stream before.

As it turns out, I have Hashimoto's Thyroiditis. This is a chronic auto-immune disease that essentially makes your immune system see your thyroid as the enemy and attack it. It causes some super fun symptoms like fatigue/lethargy, cold sensitivity, joint pain, depression, anxiety, and brain fog. You can also experience throat pain from your thyroid becoming enlarged (called a goiter), which is something I'm experiencing. :dead bear emote:

And because my white blood cells are apparently overachievers, I now officially have Hypothyroidism too! :this is fine bear emote: Thatโ€™s when your thyroid gland isnโ€™t producing enough hormones, leading to a lot of the same symptoms as Hashimotoโ€™s, with a few bonus ones like weight gain.

So... what does this mean for me? Well...

The good news is thereโ€™s medication to replace the hormones my thyroid isnโ€™t making, and I started it last week. My doctor said it could be 3 weeks of taking the medication before I start to notice a difference."

Image 1 of 2 of a Discord Announcement Ellie made on May 4, 2025 at 2:28pm PDT. It reads as follows: "Hey y'all! I hope your weekend has been going well! :heart emote: So, as some of you know, I've been dealing with some health issues for quite a while now. Between doctors not believing me/not running the tests I wanted, or me not having the spoons to push back/pursue things, itโ€™s taken longer than Iโ€™d hoped to get some answers. Iโ€™m not done figuring everything out, but I do finally have one solid answer for why Iโ€™ve been feeling so awful. And funny enough, itโ€™s something Iโ€™ve talked about on stream before. As it turns out, I have Hashimoto's Thyroiditis. This is a chronic auto-immune disease that essentially makes your immune system see your thyroid as the enemy and attack it. It causes some super fun symptoms like fatigue/lethargy, cold sensitivity, joint pain, depression, anxiety, and brain fog. You can also experience throat pain from your thyroid becoming enlarged (called a goiter), which is something I'm experiencing. :dead bear emote: And because my white blood cells are apparently overachievers, I now officially have Hypothyroidism too! :this is fine bear emote: Thatโ€™s when your thyroid gland isnโ€™t producing enough hormones, leading to a lot of the same symptoms as Hashimotoโ€™s, with a few bonus ones like weight gain. So... what does this mean for me? Well... The good news is thereโ€™s medication to replace the hormones my thyroid isnโ€™t making, and I started it last week. My doctor said it could be 3 weeks of taking the medication before I start to notice a difference."

Image 2 of 2 of a Discord Announcement Ellie made on May 4, 2025 at 2:28pm PDT. It reads as follows:

"The bad news is that this is a chronic condition, which means I'll have to deal with it for the rest of my life. I'll be having more frequent blood work to monitor my thyroid levels so my medication can be adjusted as necessary. And since I have an autoimmune disease, this means I can have flare ups.

With all of that in mind, Iโ€™ve decided to take a short break from streaming to let my body rest and give the medication a chance to start working. I've got more bloodwork scheduled for the end of this month and a follow-up with my doctor in early June, so my current plan will be to return to streams on June 9, 2025.

I know that was a lot to read, but thank you for sticking with me through all of it. I hope y'all will bear with me while I adjust to my new normal, both physically and mentally. I'm hoping I'll come out the other side feeling like myself again :crossed fingers emote: 

I'll still be around in the discord, posting memes and what not. And I may even hop into voice once my throat starts feeling better! And if I have the energy :sleeping bear emote: 

While Iโ€™m reminding myself to rest and take care of my health, let this be your little nudge too. Please donโ€™t forget to check in on yourself, get some extra rest if you need it, seek fluid intake, and maybe even go make that doctorโ€™s appointment youโ€™ve been putting off. We all deserve to feel healthy and happy again :hugging bear emote: 

I love y'all so much, and I canโ€™t wait to get back to streaming once Iโ€™m feeling up to it again :bear heart emote:"

Image 2 of 2 of a Discord Announcement Ellie made on May 4, 2025 at 2:28pm PDT. It reads as follows: "The bad news is that this is a chronic condition, which means I'll have to deal with it for the rest of my life. I'll be having more frequent blood work to monitor my thyroid levels so my medication can be adjusted as necessary. And since I have an autoimmune disease, this means I can have flare ups. With all of that in mind, Iโ€™ve decided to take a short break from streaming to let my body rest and give the medication a chance to start working. I've got more bloodwork scheduled for the end of this month and a follow-up with my doctor in early June, so my current plan will be to return to streams on June 9, 2025. I know that was a lot to read, but thank you for sticking with me through all of it. I hope y'all will bear with me while I adjust to my new normal, both physically and mentally. I'm hoping I'll come out the other side feeling like myself again :crossed fingers emote: I'll still be around in the discord, posting memes and what not. And I may even hop into voice once my throat starts feeling better! And if I have the energy :sleeping bear emote: While Iโ€™m reminding myself to rest and take care of my health, let this be your little nudge too. Please donโ€™t forget to check in on yourself, get some extra rest if you need it, seek fluid intake, and maybe even go make that doctorโ€™s appointment youโ€™ve been putting off. We all deserve to feel healthy and happy again :hugging bear emote: I love y'all so much, and I canโ€™t wait to get back to streaming once Iโ€™m feeling up to it again :bear heart emote:"

Hey y'all, it's been a while ๐Ÿ’œ I've been dealing with some health stuffs, and finally have one answer as to what's been going on with me.

While I adjust to my diagnosis and new meds, I'll be taking a break from streams until June 9, 2025. Here's hoping I'll be feeling like myself again soon ๐Ÿคž

04.05.2025 21:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This is so real! I second guess and overthink almost every thing I post, which causes me to not post much at all. It really is exhausting.

07.05.2025 20:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Omg I love himbbbbb ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐ŸฆŽ

07.05.2025 20:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Omg you too?! Hell yeah!! Congrats Chai!!

07.05.2025 19:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Jupie taking a mirror selfie. She is wearing a grey sweater featuring Gengar.

Jupie taking a mirror selfie. She is wearing a grey sweater featuring Gengar.

Jupieโ€™s OC artwork that she uses for her Twitch channel. Artwork by Sketchcee.

Jupieโ€™s OC artwork that she uses for her Twitch channel. Artwork by Sketchcee.

New intro and May #promosky โœจ

Iโ€™m Jupie ๐Ÿ’œ (she/her) and Iโ€™m full time Twitch streamer and cozy game enjoyer!

Things I love:
โŸก Palia
โŸก Pokรฉmon
โŸก Indie Games
โŸก Anime
โŸก Cats
โŸก Reading
โŸก Outer Space
โŸก Witchy Vibes
โŸก Twitch Streaming

Lmk if youโ€™d like to be moots ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ’œ

06.05.2025 19:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 142    ๐Ÿ” 17    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 14    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Omg, congrats Hunter!!

07.05.2025 19:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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WE ARE STARTING RESIDENT EVIL 7 TONIGHT ๐Ÿ”ซ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿผ (First playthrough, dont miss it!) ๐Ÿ’‹

Catch my stream for comedy focused entertainment and conversation!

๐Ÿค— Sundays 2-9PM CST w/ Elden Ring DLC
๐Ÿค— Tuesdays 6PM-2:30AM w/ Oblvion Remaster
๐Ÿค— Wednesdays 6PM-2:30AM w/ Resident Evil 7

07.05.2025 19:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

FYI: This is how I gather up all my meds before moving them to my daily pill organizer.

07.05.2025 17:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A clear glass bowl of different medicines that Ellie takes in 1 week. This is the bowl Ellie puts them all in before moving them to her daily medicine organizer.

A clear glass bowl of different medicines that Ellie takes in 1 week. This is the bowl Ellie puts them all in before moving them to her daily medicine organizer.

This is what 1 week's worth of meds for me currently looks like. This would have scared the fuck out of younger me, but now I know these are what I need at this point in my life, on my journey to feeling better.

Meds are not the enemy, & you are perfectly valid if you need them to exist ๐Ÿ’œ

07.05.2025 17:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

These are adorable!!

07.05.2025 16:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
An image with a purple background. The right side has text that says "twitch women's guild". Tleft side features a Ellie's profile photo.

In the photo she is leaning against a white stucco wall with her right arm above her head. She's wearing a v-neck, long-sleeved teal sweater. Her vivid colored hair is purple at the root, blending to teal at the ends. She has bangs and her hair is down and curled. She's wearing big-framed glasses. Her makeup features sparkly eyeshadow and a purple-ish grey lip color.

An image with a purple background. The right side has text that says "twitch women's guild". Tleft side features a Ellie's profile photo. In the photo she is leaning against a white stucco wall with her right arm above her head. She's wearing a v-neck, long-sleeved teal sweater. Her vivid colored hair is purple at the root, blending to teal at the ends. She has bangs and her hair is down and curled. She's wearing big-framed glasses. Her makeup features sparkly eyeshadow and a purple-ish grey lip color.

I'm so excited to share that I'm now a member of the Twitch Women's Unity Guild!! Since I'm on a stream hiatus for my health, this was the last thing I expected to hear but I couldn't be happier!

I'm so honored to be a part of this amazing group of people ๐Ÿ˜

07.05.2025 16:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 16    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

CONGRATS ELLY!!!! So happy for you! ๐ŸŽ‰

07.05.2025 15:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Ooo, I'll give that a look! Thanks for the suggestion ๐Ÿ’œ

07.05.2025 15:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

streamers, this is your lil reminder that the summertime is typically a little slower on twitch.

your content and it's quality is not defined by your viewership. you're doing great and your community loves hanging out with you ๐Ÿ’•

07.05.2025 14:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 169    ๐Ÿ” 46    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 7    ๐Ÿ“Œ 3
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may is mental health awareness month ๐Ÿ’š
be gentle. with yourself. with others.
rest is productive. softness is strength.
#MentalHealthAwareness

07.05.2025 15:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 13    ๐Ÿ” 6    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Good morning, loves! Today is feeling like a good day, which is a refreshing change ๐Ÿ’œ

I hope y'all have a wonderful day/time zone!! ๐Ÿ˜

07.05.2025 15:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I decided bed is where I will be existing for the remainder of the day. Gonna break out my Stream Deck to try and relax ๐Ÿ˜“

Anyone have any game recs that are chill, cozy, or take your mind off irl really well? I've been playing a lot of Farm Together 2 and Hello Kitty Island Adventure lately.

07.05.2025 01:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'm supposedly a human and I am 100000% โœจNOTโœจ pulling it off ๐Ÿซ 

07.05.2025 00:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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We're playing more Lunar! I'm gonna be Nall when I grow up!
twitch.tv/xopeachi

06.05.2025 22:55 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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live and continuing my first ever metroid game!

twitch.tv/soyaholic
youtube.com/watch?v=S2rLagyUxSQ

06.05.2025 23:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 14    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Listen, you can't just put a button like that there and โœจnotโœจ expect us to press it!

06.05.2025 23:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Human forms take far too much effort to maintain ๐Ÿ˜ด

06.05.2025 23:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0