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Lizard 🦎 | Socialist 🌹 | Existentialist ⚰️ Writer/artist/crafter πŸ–ŠπŸŽ¨πŸ“ Bi/pan he/him πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆ | 31

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Artwork of a furry/anthro lizard/komodo dragon man sitting at a desk. He appears frustrated or dejected with a hand on his forehead. His other hand holds a pen and there are crumpled scraps of paper on the ground beside the desk. The scene is lit solely by a banker's lamp and wisps of smoke from an ashtray float in the room. In the background there hangs a medieval sword and a framed artistic nude painting of a male elf with blonde hair.

Artwork of a furry/anthro lizard/komodo dragon man sitting at a desk. He appears frustrated or dejected with a hand on his forehead. His other hand holds a pen and there are crumpled scraps of paper on the ground beside the desk. The scene is lit solely by a banker's lamp and wisps of smoke from an ashtray float in the room. In the background there hangs a medieval sword and a framed artistic nude painting of a male elf with blonde hair.

"Want to be Free," graphite with color and effects added digitally.

I've been chipping away at this slowly all year and I think I'm finally happy with it. See the replies below for a brief explanation of the themes/inspiration.

#art #artist #furryart #furry #anthro

09.11.2025 19:48 β€” πŸ‘ 24    πŸ” 7    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
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Found this lovely deer skull during hunting season last year. I was going to do a nice euro mount with it but my parents' dogs chewed it up.

I decided to fix it up and I think it looks pretty damn good again! Cut a matching piece from a plastic skull, epoxied it, and painted it to match.

11.11.2025 15:28 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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βš”οΈ

10.11.2025 23:02 β€” πŸ‘ 105    πŸ” 31    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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Warmup scribble

10.11.2025 23:38 β€” πŸ‘ 87    πŸ” 21    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 0
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Sketch for @moco13.bsky.social

04.11.2025 01:06 β€” πŸ‘ 68    πŸ” 15    πŸ’¬ 7    πŸ“Œ 1
Artwork of a furry/anthro lizard/komodo dragon man depicted as an artistic nude floating in midair akin to Renaissance era mythological paintings. He is draped in red fabric and flanked on one side by a blonde male elf and on the other by a figure in gothic plate armor. The background features clouds parting to reveal a colorful sunset above mountains, coniferous trees, and a gothic church tower in the distance.

Artwork of a furry/anthro lizard/komodo dragon man depicted as an artistic nude floating in midair akin to Renaissance era mythological paintings. He is draped in red fabric and flanked on one side by a blonde male elf and on the other by a figure in gothic plate armor. The background features clouds parting to reveal a colorful sunset above mountains, coniferous trees, and a gothic church tower in the distance.

This is actually a companion to this artwork I did last year, "Sogno di Volare." Both artworks are essentially idealized self-portraits meant to capture the rapid oscillation I experience between confidence and anxiety, between aspirations bordering on fantasy and weight of reality and melancholia.

09.11.2025 19:48 β€” πŸ‘ 14    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Look, someone's got to write a good sub-150 page polemic on Elon Musk sooner or later. Hitchens ain't around anymore to do it for us.

10.11.2025 21:30 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Lizard of the day: Aruba whiptail!
A species from the island country of Aruba! Males are blue. They're predominantly herbivorous, but also eat some insects. They exhibit selectivity in their plant consumption due to the presence of toxins in many plant species on the island!

10.11.2025 19:02 β€” πŸ‘ 25    πŸ” 3    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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thank god woke is coming back

10.11.2025 15:15 β€” πŸ‘ 3387    πŸ” 398    πŸ’¬ 67    πŸ“Œ 42
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When someday I pass beyond,
Gift my bones back to the ground,
Sow my soul,
Keep me well,
And let my heart beat with the land.

17.10.2025 08:05 β€” πŸ‘ 40    πŸ” 11    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

It's so cool that when the right person lands a direct hit on ol' Elon he can't stop from lighting up and spinning his bowtie like a carnival game clown

09.11.2025 17:07 β€” πŸ‘ 3713    πŸ” 512    πŸ’¬ 45    πŸ“Œ 12
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For SsidTheProto

Thank you!

09.11.2025 20:34 β€” πŸ‘ 311    πŸ” 93    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Thank you! It sure took long enough to actually finish

09.11.2025 19:52 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I don't want to ramble all day and I know this is already too pretentious to keep anyone's interest so I'll leave it off there. Maybe I'll write an actual essay exploring these ideas in more detail later.

For now, I hope you can enjoy the artwork and accompanying music.

09.11.2025 19:48 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Meanwhile the almost ghostly choral chanting reflects the choir in Tin's composition, elegiac rather than triumphant, but still hinting at a sense of sublimity that elevates even the feelings of being confined, inhibited, and sorrowful to still be meaningful in themselves.

09.11.2025 19:48 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

This song, like much of BSP's music, has an oppressed feeling, with the repeated line "want to be free" suggesting an endless struggle for a sense of release and contentment--while some of the lines ("featherlight, free and everlasting") linger as reminders of the dream depicted in the other art.

09.11.2025 19:48 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
Want To Be Free
YouTube video by Sea Power - Topic Want To Be Free

The new piece is paired with the song "Want To Be Free" by British Sea Power (though I remain torn between it and the adaptation used in Disco Elysium, "Burn, Baby, Burn").
www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Gcs...

09.11.2025 19:48 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

The song's lyrics, adapted from a quote by Leonardo da Vinci, suggest humanity's cultural and technological progress, major themes of the Civilization series. But on a personal level I interpret it as referring to the pursuit of meaning and liberation, the things that make "your heart feel at home."

09.11.2025 19:48 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
Christopher Tin - Sogno di Volare ("The Dream of Flight") (Civilization VI Main Theme)
YouTube video by Christopher Tin Christopher Tin - Sogno di Volare ("The Dream of Flight") (Civilization VI Main Theme)

The names of the artworks are derived from pieces of music that inspired them in part, the first one being "Sogno di Volare" (Dream of Flight) by Christopher Tin.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=WQYN...

09.11.2025 19:48 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
Artwork of a furry/anthro lizard/komodo dragon man depicted as an artistic nude floating in midair akin to Renaissance era mythological paintings. He is draped in red fabric and flanked on one side by a blonde male elf and on the other by a figure in gothic plate armor. The background features clouds parting to reveal a colorful sunset above mountains, coniferous trees, and a gothic church tower in the distance.

Artwork of a furry/anthro lizard/komodo dragon man depicted as an artistic nude floating in midair akin to Renaissance era mythological paintings. He is draped in red fabric and flanked on one side by a blonde male elf and on the other by a figure in gothic plate armor. The background features clouds parting to reveal a colorful sunset above mountains, coniferous trees, and a gothic church tower in the distance.

This is actually a companion to this artwork I did last year, "Sogno di Volare." Both artworks are essentially idealized self-portraits meant to capture the rapid oscillation I experience between confidence and anxiety, between aspirations bordering on fantasy and weight of reality and melancholia.

09.11.2025 19:48 β€” πŸ‘ 14    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
Artwork of a furry/anthro lizard/komodo dragon man sitting at a desk. He appears frustrated or dejected with a hand on his forehead. His other hand holds a pen and there are crumpled scraps of paper on the ground beside the desk. The scene is lit solely by a banker's lamp and wisps of smoke from an ashtray float in the room. In the background there hangs a medieval sword and a framed artistic nude painting of a male elf with blonde hair.

Artwork of a furry/anthro lizard/komodo dragon man sitting at a desk. He appears frustrated or dejected with a hand on his forehead. His other hand holds a pen and there are crumpled scraps of paper on the ground beside the desk. The scene is lit solely by a banker's lamp and wisps of smoke from an ashtray float in the room. In the background there hangs a medieval sword and a framed artistic nude painting of a male elf with blonde hair.

"Want to be Free," graphite with color and effects added digitally.

I've been chipping away at this slowly all year and I think I'm finally happy with it. See the replies below for a brief explanation of the themes/inspiration.

#art #artist #furryart #furry #anthro

09.11.2025 19:48 β€” πŸ‘ 24    πŸ” 7    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

It gave us the great Disco Elysium Vance video:

09.11.2025 01:03 β€” πŸ‘ 1151    πŸ” 296    πŸ’¬ 11    πŸ“Œ 17

The rumor come out: does Baron is posting new art later today???

09.11.2025 17:31 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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a man says " it 's illegal for you to ask me that " while looking at the camera ALT: a man says " it 's illegal for you to ask me that " while looking at the camera

It's true. This is Trump any time the Epstein files are brought up

09.11.2025 15:55 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

*dances on the table to the Shire theme*

09.11.2025 15:42 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
Drawing of an anthro magpie wearing a leather apron in a dark workshop. He is working on some kind of old wooden panel, with indian inspired polychromy, featuring an elephant.

Drawing of an anthro magpie wearing a leather apron in a dark workshop. He is working on some kind of old wooden panel, with indian inspired polychromy, featuring an elephant.

Restoration.

#art #furry #furryart #avian

09.11.2025 15:18 β€” πŸ‘ 383    πŸ” 92    πŸ’¬ 6    πŸ“Œ 0
Digital illustration of a half man, half lion, with goat horns and a snake tail, wielding a sword and a spear. The man half is covered in tattoos, and the lion half is covered in floral print.

Digital illustration of a half man, half lion, with goat horns and a snake tail, wielding a sword and a spear. The man half is covered in tattoos, and the lion half is covered in floral print.

chimera prince

23.07.2025 13:39 β€” πŸ‘ 1500    πŸ” 412    πŸ’¬ 10    πŸ“Œ 0
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two men are standing in front of a lighthouse ALT: two men are standing in front of a lighthouse

That's definitely one of my personal favorites!

09.11.2025 06:19 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I'm so sorry, if we don't hear from you by tomorrow I'll assume the worst

09.11.2025 06:18 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

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