COMET

yanked her back into front and made her sit down on a chair and "think about what you did" and made her apologize

tldr: i had to put a persecutor in the timeout chair :/

she had the great idea of telling my partner to stop asking if im "okay" because "i dont want their help" which made PERFECT sense in her mind right up until she said it out loud, got embarrassed and tried to switch out

all our main alters are low energy/depressed and one of our biggest EP persecutors can easily slip through thr barriers and ,,, god damn shes kind of a mess lolol

i need someone to punch mee in the face and say i deserve it :,D

its ,,, one of those nights where i want to get beat up becauseeeee because im a sick dog ,,, w , woof ,,

traditional art of a white anthro fox kit with black hair and black ears siting in a bathtub facing the viewer. There is a camera filter on the drawing, as if the viewer is looking through a view finder of a camera/camcorder. a blue angel kitty (?) floats on the top right, an expression of dissociation from the artist.

CW: CSA , CSEM , VENT
adverse childhood experiences

v high and and sad :(

snuggle plushies and and ,,, take meds and drift off ,, i hope i can get a good sleep tonighttt ><

had a horrible involuntary switch today and i feeeeeel like im losing mai mind ;w;;

trauma ouppy in the bath ,,, plagued by the Horrors of Childhood ,, on top of huge stress ,,,, eugh

(<- the dog who just realized he's stuck in a flashback)

getting followed by a dude today reallyyyy brought up some bad feelings and horrible memories,, now im lashing out at people i love because im afraid no ones believing me

u can ALWAYS count on me to have a panic attack at wwwalmart,, <3

i havent done dxm enough to say that i like weed with it but ,,, i can say that i rlly like weed with some dxm :33

i honestly need 2 experiment with dat ,, but so far sublingually is pretty fun :3

i fucked around and found out ,,, got waayyyy too fucking high and couldnt see anything mew ,,, then i was groped by my partner >\\\\<

same feeling drawn by 2 different alters

i got thc oil yesterday and :3 hits so much faster than an edible owo

getting groped and bitten last time was so epic :333

maybe if im a good noodle i can plan night where i can ,,, try tripping again ,, :33

but who are you?

my system is slowly becoming chaos again and my brain defaults to eli and me running the ship and liek... thats a weird combo but If You Say So

u can now watch the inner workings of a mentally ill doggyyy >/////<