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and now let the torture cycle begin…..

i did it. he’s out there living his best life while i’m stuck under a couch afraid to face the world bc i feel like shit. unloved. rejected. heathbroken. x2 with the same person. really cool….

scared to say the thing but need to say it, today maybe isn’t a good day…. maybe tomorrow….

go go goooo✨

why so long!

i love how stray happy cats always have bit of boogers and dirt on their noses, like little children with smeared faces

imagine waking up and putting on a ball gown and staying in a ball gown all day. imagine bed rotting in a ball gown…..

imagine making a debut to society….. presenting yourself to the queen- your pussy out for display heeeey

when u accidentally eat the mother from apple cider vinegar 🥲mmm

i can watch construction videos on social media all day. is this the equivalent of kids being obsessed w trucks and cranes?

hello…….? can we howl together?

everyone keeps talking about relationship venn diagrams, but my brain doesn’t work with venn diagrams… can we formulate it in a different way?

at a capacity for like 2 things….

bc i already paid for the small coffee and didnt want to correct her or waste coffee or even put a dent in the ripple of existence, i just took it… now i need another. shes cute, shes smart, she just needs to stop smoking the Dz on a sabah

its because i was some Austro-Hungarian empress obsessed about blue Danube when Strauss composited it just for me… bič

when the barista has generally a good vibe but is a pothead and forgets everything but also doesnt listen, makes me avoid going to the coffee shop, but her energy is good, shes just spaced out and it ruins my day bc i def didnt ask for a small but a large

d minor is a vibe

had a dreamt watching myself play the toccata and i wept….. 🧛‍♀️❤️‍🔥

feeling like a monster that no one can love… today is a day

interesting to know that the burka like garment was worn by royal and elite people to preserve their privacy dating back to ancient Greece, it had nothing to do with religion…

heartspur

however, i need a new vacuum cleaner and a blender for art purposes… thank u

general capitalist consumerism grosses me out people are pigs

black Friday is also disgusting

psa- i utterly dislike xmas holidays and how it takes over everything and that its the predominant culture in the usa. i am thr xmas grinch f u

plz tell me there is more not just this?

when i cry a lot my eyes turn green, when i am in love they turn orange. im like a human mood ring.

call to prayer in p slope, feels like home

a sucker for industrial straight bleach! the smell of a sterile hospital! yesss mam

heres a cute self portrait of meiiow

(the alchemist who achieved illumination - clavis artis)