🤍rikkutori🤍

biggest downside of this thing is that I can’t make my account private….. this is torture

urgh

nevermind i was rude to an asshole today and life got better

if somebody told me life would be like this i would be a miscarriage on purpose, swearsies

perhaps my own

oh to be someone’s happy memory rather than a real person

remember me remember me im on my own remember me

the urge to rewatch 1st season of arcane because i just miss silco so much

generally waiting for anything while cooking is the hardest part
perhaps JUST WAITING in general is hard….

waiting until the food cools is the hardest part of cooking i swear to god

my dog is such a funny little creature i love her so much she’s smol tiny and hilarious

I don’t even know is it adhd or depression or another brain worm speaking

something that’s even worse is when you want to do something and then someone you know does it before you could and now you will never do it because it will look like that person thought of it first and you are a looser who repeats after others

yes

anyways i have it all the time and it pisses me off shut up stupid brain worms

and the thing in question is something like oh i want to start doing this hobby or oh im interested in that topic

do you know that feeling when you really wanna say something but you saying this thing will make you feel as if you just lost and you don’t know what or to who it doesn’t matter you just lost you’ve been defeated bamboozled you admitted your patheticness by saying this thing

oh to be mentally stable