Ruby ⚠️💗 VHorrorS 📼

bro my new meds are rough.
i’ve been taking it for a week and a half and i haven’t sleep in two days because every houreither have to puke or shid.
i so tired 💀

STOOOPPPPPPP LOL

mouse is one of my closest friends, (and an incredible writer) and someone who deserves the happiness this would bring into her life 🙏🏻💗

it’s been a good run

THE LINK WONT OPEN IDK WHAT IT IS— DID MY DAD FIND MY VTUBER ACCOUNT?! DID HE FIND SOME OTHER RANDOM VTUBER AND THINK ITS ME?!?
😭😭😭😭

womble this is absolutely gorgeous, thank you so much for drawing me 🥺💗💗💗

A lil fanart for my oshi @rubyvoxx.bsky.social.

A great friend who's been an absolute rock for me over the last few years and a beacon of good in my life helping surround me with a community full of incredible people.

🫶

life vent

my nona has been in hospital for over a week now and she’s doing worse and worse..

she was my second mother growing up. i lived with her for a lot of my life.
i’m having trouble. i just hope she’ll be okay and pull through.

i’m not inherently a jealous person but constantly being compared to my friends or having people in my chat/comments obsessing often about my peers while i’m trying to stream or make content feels a little deflating ngl.

Who did you think would be the final survivor in this horror movie?

🧅 @rubyvoxx.bsky.social
🐦 @vaughnixi.bsky.social
🐋 @orcatsukii.bsky.social
⛓️ @damiendread.bsky.social
🩸 @vixin.social
🌹 @guiltythorn.bsky.social

i regret upgrading my pc.
it won’t stop blue screening and crashing and windows 11 is a nightmare.

TYSM AGAIN FOR BIRTHDAY RAIDDD 💗💗

birthday party stream today~!

tysm Kady :< 💗💗

anyway my birthday stream is tomorrow- u coming right? :> 💗

🫂

i’m tired of being exhausted just waking up and getting out of bed when i used to be a fucking athlete. i’m just so tired of being ignored when i beg for help.

anyway, it’s fine. i’m just venting. i’ll figure something out. 💗

i’m tired of doctors seeing a history of anorexia and calling me a liar because i’m “not skinny enough to be anorexic” (not a joke) and then telling me to just eat less like i’m not pro at that already.

/long vent
i was able to find it for $200/month.
i really can’t afford it but i also don’t want to die. my health issues have caused rapid weight gain several times over the last decade and i’m tired of feeling like a prisoner in my own body. i’m tired of being scared of heart disease or diabetes.

:’)

well you know it’s just that i’m gaining weight because of all the food i eat. /s

i hate this country

turns out i’ve actually been way under estimating my calories recently. i thought id over eaten today so i decided to calculate it out and was almost 500 calories under…

no but yeah, im the problem, for sure.

looks like my only option for getting my medication is to self pay..

$500 a month

idk what to do hahahaaa
like im genuinely just at a loss, im not sure what i can do to make up the cost, this feels absolutely crazy ahhhhhhhh

hewwo i’m in car for 12 hours i don’t wanna drink cause i don’t wanna have to stop to pee :)

😭😭😭

hi my period is actually murdering me. my uterus feels like it’s twisting around trying to shred itself. i want to puke and die.

thank you for listening

[delete delete delete delete delete delete delete delete delete delete delete]

no im not.

sorry for crashing out.

I JUST WANT TO FUCKING STREAM.
i’m so DONE DUDE JUST LET ME DO SHIT. I HAVE SO MUCH SHIT I WANT TO DO AND I NEED LIFE TO SIT TF DOWN.

i’m going to fucking scream.