RabidRae

Happy Birthday! May you roll crits all day.

My brain has been in OMG WHEEEEEsquirrel mode all day.

I have accomplished nothing.

🐿

New NMS Expedition! Woo!

Everything falls out of the truck and is a pain in the ass to travel. BOO!

That's... not fun. Nevermind then.

The urge to mega hermit again is rising.

There is too much stupid. There is too much rage.

It shouldn't be this hard to live.

The "but I want to do it for free, and I won't profit off it" attitude just feels like the "But I'm a nice guy" routine.

No. Creators have every right to their own stuff. You wanting to manipulate that is theft if you do not ask permission. If you do ask, they say no, and you still do it. Theft. FU

If you complain about copyright and whine that you just want to do something for free for a creator, I will not trust you.

You do not own something just because you watched it.
You are not owed something just because you enjoyed it.

Oof. This is a bad insomnia week.

That was my big boy in my lap several times today.

Fuck AI.

At least their brand is honest about the quality of their robot romance novels.

This would actually get me to leave my house.

Hey folks. Those of you who have websites, what hosting do you use?

Seems like some people that have previously been outed as shit people are trying to worm their way back into spaces.

It's almost like they are trying to use the world on fire as cover, and are hoping no one notices.

Spoiler: People notice.

Photograph of a white and black cat with its mouth open. The cat sits on top of a slim hard backed book on a dark wooden coffee table. The walls behind the cat are red, as is an upholstered chair nearby. A word bubble added to the picture of the cat makes it look like the cat is saying, “Fuck ICE.”

Jan. 30 - General Strike #CatBreak

Husband tells me about a new MMO, Project: Gorgon.

The term charm-r*pist is in a racial description.

Instant no from me.

Husband doesn't want to play more of the demo now.

Just what the actual fuck? I'm tired of fantasy races being an excuse to be racist, but tossing in terms like that? No.

So, on New Years, I did some tarot readings about how this year would go.

Readings about the US kept saying something about how a good woman would start the change and that things would get better after more upheaval.

The past few weeks have made me want to double check, cuz damn.

Reposted from @vexmlk.bsky.social on Twitter:

In watching NPC D&D over on @vivaladirtleague.bsky.social, my worldbuilding brain has lit up.

It's been wonderful.

However, the lack of motivation that prevents me from actually writing it highly sucks.

I want to. I physically can't. ADHD paralysis + trauma response shit can go fuck themselves.

I called the Call of Duty thing months ago. There is a certain toxic mentality that you will always encounter in those type of games that is never dealt with. Those assholes are used to getting away with shit.

And the game companies don't care as long as they make money.

Fuck ICE. Fuck the Predophile.

Fuck everyone that supports this shit.

They are gleefully killing us.

Closeup picture of the face of a sleepy ultra content tabby cat. Boop the nose for good luck.

Caught the VOD, not done with the story yet...

Holy fucking psychopath.

Have a kitty pic.

"I need some good news," the overwhelmed writer said to the void.

"I've got nothing," it echoed with a sad hush.

#writer #depression #shortstory

I would like to retreat to my vampire world now.

This reality is too stupid.

Ok, love me some vampires, but oof. Game needs a bit of work still. Combat is not great. Bugs, etc. Not full release, so it has time to improve.

RabidRae - Twitch Coffee and Vamps

Feeling vampy. Come check out Vampires Bloodlord Rising with me.

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Who else gets the ick when someone starts a post or video with

"It's your favorite _____ here!"

No. You are not my favorite. You are not my "insert weird relationship descriptor" or whatever.

Just stop. I get irked so hard by that marketing style.

At least my incoherent rambling would be about cats, games, and witchy shit.

Not, oh, inciting violence and trying to start wars.

So at least there's that.

I'd like to get some sort of blog up and running again.

Problem is, I don't have any interest in doing informative or review type writing. I'm not sharing story bits, or even wanting to talk about future ideas.

I doubt anyone would want just incoherent rambling.

Writing is hard.

I wrote and self published a short story set in a modern brothel.

My mom was the first to leave a review.

I feel your pain...

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