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sorry, i’ve got to cancel our plans this evening. i’m encumbered again. no i will not drop any of my items

Update: things will never, in fact, be okay again and I do not have a future lmao

Honestly!! I’m just sat in my car currently and even though I’m just parked up it feels like I’m being stabbed in the pelvis repeatedly, I can’t cope, there’s always something 🙃 hope you’re okay too, big hugs 💙

Genuinely starting to wonder if I will actually have a future. All I want is my life back and my body seems to always have other ideas. I’m sick of being sick. Why can’t things just be okay again?

How on earth have they kept you waiting since Feb!! Surely someone has an update for you? What do they say when you call them?

Had an ultrasound the other day which gave some worrying results so they ordered a CT, waiting on those results now, I swear it never ends 🙄 glad you’re doing okay!

Hey, I’m okay thanks just anxiously awaiting the outcome of the latest scans, how are you?

My least affectionate cat wants nothing but cuddles from me today, it’s like she knows I need it 🥺

Absolutely bricking it for this scan 🙃

Yesterday I was trying out Dinkum while it was free to play on Steam, and I just saw my partner randomly gifted it to me while he was out on night shift 🥹

Thank fuck I have a therapy session tomorrow because I am STRESSED about the outcome of this scan on Tuesday 🥲

Bucatini cacio e pepe is criminally underrated

Niente panico 🥲

Cleaning and tidying then getting into a freezing cold bed with the window open and fresh wax melts burning 😍😍😍

Update: 3rd and hopefully final stage interview is booked 🫡

My thoughts exactly! I mean who doesn’t need a burrito?

Just had a first stage interview for a job I’d absolutely LOVE, praying I can get a second interview and not fumble it 🥲

Told myself I’d get out of the car when the good song ended.

Shuffle has been delivering tune after tune and I am still in my car 🫡

She’s so quick I couldn’t even catch her to help her out of it 😂😭

My cat decided to play with a bag for life, which is now stuck around her neck as she barrels around the house because she’s scared of it???

If your response to your best mate buying a house isn’t “which bedroom is mine so I can start designing it?” then are they even your best mate?

Winning the League is fine, great, wonderufl, and deserved. But I fucking hate seeing us so stretched, uninspired, and passive at this point. The Traveling Kop deserves better than limping across the finish line.

Of course my white cat would choose my freshly washed and folded black jeans, of all the places in the house, to nap on!!

Tell them all to get back in the bottom of whichever bin they crawled out of, you deserve better x

Massively overdid it on Tuesday, 1.5 hours swimming, left the pool and went straight to the gym for leg day, might’ve improved my deadlift but my thighs have been in agony since yesterday, I’m struggling on my feet 😭

real! hope you’re okay though? 🤍