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uweehhhh ehe eheheheheeheehe

A skunkboar hybrid is happily smelling a large flower while the sun is shining behind them

Art trade with Chanx, I sadly am not available for trades at the moment!

I think I can handle a bad trip. it can't be worse than the nightmare that is being alive

I want to manifest the dread and confront it and maybe understand it better

still want to try mushrooms ( and we have some I guess) but I've gotten conflicting recommendations of "take these outside or you'll have a miserable time" and "don't take these outside or you'll have a miserable time"

my little side really needs some care. babying myself is just not enough.

happens every now and again. I know I'll be better eventually. but ough it is manifesting as Physical Pain

trying not to be too negative here but my brain and soul feel like empty husks rn and I'm not sure what best to fill them with

I want to feel good in what I wearrrr

I wish finding clothes wasn't such a torturous task...

I don't like being so scared of everyone and everything.

like if you don't know then you really have no idea

autism is so hard

too many things I want to be. one life isnt enough for it all

making a list to myself of things I need from others and crying about it

please pry my brain open and see everything inside that can't translate through my mouth in a way that is intelligible

pee has so many smells

check how hard I can yearn

insatiable

the comfort of smelling your own pee

comforted by you

I think the best way to describe my fully unmasked little self is like. a selectively mute toddler with autism who is regressing even younger than that.

little meetups in the past have been a bit exhausting for me because I try to get into a somewhat little headspace that accommodate those more active environments, but it still feels like masking to not fully regress, but fully regressing wouldn't really be conducive to that style of meet...

age regressing to borderline infantile levels is tough to make friends through because like... other littles seem to like doing activity books and coloring and crafts. but I just wanna nap and be cozy and not have to think at all with/around others

age regressor snuggle party where and when...?

ohhh okay so they are selling clip art, AND getting tangled in AI. really good stuff 👍
(ty for the correction)

it isn't the first time either... there are products they sell that were seemingly designed by AI first, then touched up later by hand. I wouldn't trust any "original" art made by them from the past year or so to not have some level of gen AI involved. zero integrity.

everyone's talking about canceling their discord nitro and I'm just like... you were all actually still paying for that???

yes c:

actually both these things are true