mk 🌌

Let's turn frustrations into something productive, and by productive I mean 🌸for oneself for fun and whoever might need and want it too🌸

This is getting on my nerves ("this" is general but also specific but I haven't ranted about it much anywhere) so I'm gonna fight laziness and do a little video series about it

All this to say sometimes an artist's portfolio is good, but when you don't know them as PEOPLE it's difficult because they can do things like this randomly which is truly....? Unexpected? Baffling? What even?
Anyway I'm shocked www

Really I was so confused listening to the file 🥲 I wonder how the conversation will flow now that I've sent feedback with a lot of "revert this pls" ??? Why do that in the first place if your client tells you this is fine don't touch it?
Music is difficult as it is, no need to complicate it more 😓

I get back a file with half the harmonies "tweaked (to sound better)"
????
These do not sound better aside from requested corrections (one of which wasn't done) like why give yourself more work and give it a vision I don't want and lesser musically interesting direction?

Troubled times, everyone

I have to rant about it here not my music making main lol but I commissioned someone for a mix, first time/tune comes back with a few mistakes but nothing too special, I list the issues as requested, 4 were for harmonies so out of 25 harmony lines only 4 to correct right

But what do they do?
Well

“AI is clearly sticking around so you have to get used to it” wrong. I don’t have to get used to shit. I am a practiced hater and I can keep this going for decades if I am required to

Particularly bad dysphoria days are truly like let's lay down in bed and wishing to disappear or be reborn instantly
(Then the day ends, we survive for now, rinse and repeat)

Ew
Ew ew ew

It's because Spotify is what it is (and we dislike it) and for the previous wrapped it was crazy obvious something was wrong with it anyhow, so whatever

Genuinely vile but as expected

At least in good or bad, that sure will make an impression (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)

If you wanna know how my life is going, I applied last minute to a PhD program bc it was recommended to me but we'll be like 100 applying as usual, so I pulled a ✨ spicy move ✨ and interpreted "literature" as "I wanna study josei queer manga"

Hello and have a fine weekend, everyone 🌸
Please practice and consume human made art always

Mental health first 🫂

💯

Anyway continuing that ONEWE project I have and it's difficult and will most likely get very few views but ╮⁠(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠╭ it will make me happy and I've decided it's the most important thing above all

Coming back from Japan where people wear masks when they're a little sick vs here where they just sniffle and cough away uncovered no matter is always a little jarring

Wasn't enough English and yet the best English lyrics ever written (Even of it's dangerous to die) appear on their discog... What a grave situation 😞

Oh those prices are.... Mh....insane? 🥲

Someone I know who is vegan "for environmental reasons" was freaking out they couldn't get chatgpt to work earlier today, and then admitted they couldn't "go a day without it at this point"

~°• Environmental reasons •°~

My fandom lives are so separated, I doubt people from any sides of it actually know much if at all about the others www
Sometimes I drag someone from one of these corners to another (shadow realm style) though and that's great (⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠)

Gonna put back my onewe covers on youtube next year under nee ID and in the meantime I have new and old ones in Japanese coming too
This time we lock in more seriously ig ;; will need new art for all

First snow came!! ❄️

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Finally a few days of rest in a row, aka music making lock in 🌙

That's true
Guess it's up to us to still uphold the fandom we hope for
But ngl when fandoms get very big there's only so much you can mitigate and deal with for your own peace and enjoyment too, so focusing on what can't be is a poison, let's save ourselves and support well 🫂

Fandom can be you and 4 people and 2 cat in a groupchat

Praying ;;
Ofc on a 90 days visa we can do this more easily via uni (10 weeks term) VS private (week-by-week) schools but then we can't work so TT
We should've been born rich -v-

Nooo TT
I was looking into it too and it's crazy how different the prices are between private and uni, ofc private offer accommodation but at this rate maybe a goshiwon or shared house or bnb might be far better bc otherwise, public unis programs are easily 2-3x cheaper ;;