bong rip pervert

almost first tried dukes dear freja (beat on second try) my nightreign training has made me strong in dark souls 2

it’s bad but i do get the urge to play overwatch and league still

curvy bf……

i genuinely mean it when i say curvy bf my weed use has had a profoundly positive impact on my mental even though it’s still pretty horrible lately

its literally not that bad to play (has died many times to hogs? little baby hogs? and my health keeps getting reduced. and thus i die more. and i cant find a sword) it's pretty too

and when they’ve never experienced a hint of poverty in their lives

living with people you don’t have gay t4t sex with is hard when you’re a misanthrope

i did get an interview though 🤞

i don’t get to use my tax return on anything because it goes to our roommate and next month rent :)

i’m trying not to dwell on how i’ve pretty much repeated the same mistakes 3 times in a row and instead focus on wins like nightreign stopped crashing for my gf and i could pay rent this month

that was the most miserable nights sleep i’ve ever had christ

thanks random bluesky bot for the repost glad you agree

kill me lol

hanging out with people ur own age especially when ur almost 30 is like. healing

i love that they note that writing should be “human”. they didn’t say it but they said it

i have to do writing for this job application second step skill assessment thing which is my worst nightmare but i’m going to try so so hard

it does not matter more than mental stability and whatnot but the irregular libido caused by my antidepressants & HRT is frustrating :/ no wonder i thought i was asexual as a teen/college student

like yup hi i’m furry porn artist with an obnoxious hyperfixation and i think you’re epic here’s chocolatey milk cus your epic

pogging * lol

it’s so hard to stop myself from logging in the replies of people who even mention nightreign off hand like wow this awesome painter just said Dreglord is fun like i agree so fucking hard that it made their art like triple in value in my head. normal person

i hate going on computer lately besides gaming but i need to use the big screen for big important tasks like unemployment assistance UGHHH i hate the obelisk

noo i dont want to do my shot (me literally every single week) noooo

plus everyone is such a huge bigot

everyone there is full of vitriol but they hide it behind a weird sheen of mormon politeness so nobody is legit with each other and also SLC is so polluted you can feel it on your skin after 5 minutes outside it can’t be good for the mental

sometimes i’m like oh well maybe you’re being biased by the fact that you dropped everything to move there with an ex who wouldn’t move out of state and maybe it’s not that bad after all but no i lived there long enough to know it’s the worst place on earth for sure

utah is the worst fucking place in the country and i mean it

like wtf are we doing here at this point it seems so hopeless. but i have to fucking pay rent

trying to find a wfh marketing job while people are being killed in the streets for not cheering on fascists sure is something

i overloaded the washing machine i can hear it thunking im so sorry baby

by awesome i mean she should wake up now. but i wont make her because she has a turbo cold