i spit out my cereal upon reading this comment 😂

Ive had results with studying when i had smaller, more frequent studying periods. Every time I had the opportunity to forget and then remember by reading/studying, I got a little better at recalling it

I've also had success with skipping questions i didnt immediately know and then going back later

Got shingles, started in my throat, extended along my neck and cheek into my ear. Had spots that looked like a lichen spread inside and along my cheek. It was so painful i would lie awake motionless for hours just watching the clock until i could take medication again.

Forget your age, get the vax

I like to think of your passion for Halloween as a cosmobiological clock I can rely to pull me out of lackluster spirit of post-grade school summers (get me out of here 🥵)

It cuts through the noise, the followers, the subscriptions, screens, LLMs, the headlines, the monumental dissociation from nature and the quiet parts of myself. I the spent the latter half of my life so far trying not to be weird. I will spend the rest of it embracing it

There are no predictions or fortune telling. Just relationships of phase and functions and the incredibly complex and awe inspiring trees of human potential and wonder that blossom from their soil. I feel this practice is the closest I’ll ever get to walking with someone inside a dream:

Every bit of wonder and soul I trashed came back to me. I could see myself in the integration of every symbol. A profound feeling of being witnessed came over me. Every chart from someone with whom i am close was resonant with what made them so special and unique in my heart

I found a book on “evolutionary astrology” by a cool old guy named Stephen Forrest. It reduced all the symbols of the sky into functions and fields. River basins with forks and branches. The same day I watched a solar eclipse with a big fuzzy heart and curiousity i hadnt felt in a long time

I looked to the sky. Light pollution hid the stars. “Ive executed research before, surely i can learn that astrology stuff.” I read every website interpretation i could find. Everything said I was screwed. But it felt like there was an undercurrent. Where were these interpretations coming from?

Fast forward. My country is dissolving, waste is scorching the earth. A good bit of therapy. I wanted to attempt to understand myself better. Most of i saw were screen addictions and waste. I mostly felt discontent about not being closer to nature.

I eventually gave up on all of it dreams, soul and more. The wonder for mystery turned into a regretful outlook on not taking better care of my role in the world. All that soul tried squeezing into a life of music but really amounted to a lot of student loan debt and disappointment at ego battles

But this astrology thing, i loved the symbols but couldnt relate to mine. Every once in awhile i would read something in a book or website (not the goofy newspaper tips) that made me feel a little closer, but nothing of real meaning.

I was always interested in weird stuff. When i was younger i spent a pretty significant amount of time cultivating lucid dreaming. It changed my life and gave me a profound love for other people and their own inner worlds

I was always skeptical about my sun sign, Leo. But only in tiny, insignificant ways did i ever embody its “meaning.” Some of those newspaper bits were absolutely ridiculous. Nonetheless, I thought Lions were pretty cool… 🧵

the little "oy" after dropping it is so good lmao

Last night in Brooklyn

They are the quintissential candy to me! No more hard candies i cannot break anymore teeth

These and a bag of sour gummy worms

Option paralysis with the amount of tools available. Living in NYC and needing to go somewhere to get decent pictures doesn't help but the sheer volume of things to try/purchase is overwhelming. I find this to be true with most things I'd like to start nowadays.

mama mia

Could do a separate one for JRPGs

Journey, by Ironblue 10 track album

I'll start by sharing an album of electronic music I released at the beginning of this year:

artists.landr.com/064837616087

This link includes Bandcamp, Streaming, and Youtube playlists.

I'd love to talk more about the process, creative insights and wish-I-hadn'ts in the future here

I spent most of my adult life being hyper-perfectionist about crafting musical sound things and then hyper-self-conscious about sharing them. I'd like to change that, but ideally not on the planet's biggest hellscape of a website! Its refreshing to be here