Topsy

the desire I have to shake him between my teeth like a chew toy is STRONG at times, I'll say

the desire to simply devour John MacTavish is strong

❤️❤️
#Ghoap

💀 💀 💀 BE NOT AFRAID

A fish!! I'll have to try that...

Helps that I've barely been doing any digital for the past 2 weeks 🤪

RAWDOGGIN that paper. Terrible terrible phone photo, but this was what the little sketch looked like vs. after, but even still I erase my guide lines as I go. Same with the ballpoint. Sometimes I'll just Go For It, but I did a light pencil sketch beneath it last night.

Jared Leto Jesus is fucking taking me out, and it would be funny if half these people didn't FULLY MEAN THIS with their entire chest ....

Spent the evening trying to shake off more of this art block with some trad sketches. Some lil Soaps. Mostly pencil and micron - the portrait is ballpoint pen. It's nice to have to live with my mistakes lol. I didn't even double finger tap the page or try to pinch zoom once...

This better not be no damn canary in any damn coal mine I swear to god

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i keep forgetting that i'm allowed to post my own shit here so here's a fic i wrote. ghost meets soap's family and nothing goes as he expects.

#ghoap #cod #soapghost help what tags do we use
archiveofourown.org/works/79590011

AOUGH THE BURDEN

🙏🙏🙏 I'm very thankful that I downloaded a fic I've had my eye on last night. I also took the lack of distraction to write 3k words today, so... positives?

ME TOO. I feel so lucky that I at least got to read some of the beautiful comments people left before AO3 went down 😭

Absolutely embarrassing the amount of times I've refreshed my dashboard withing the last five hours. 😭 I am a junkie. Plus side: I have written 3k words.

Hands behind the back ALWAYS.

I cannot believe AO3 keeps going down on my posting days. This is a fucking conspiracy.

Maybe I just need to update sooner 😏

I AM LITERALLY CURSED WITH MY POSTING DATES hahahaha I'm starting to think I'm the problem

LMAO seriously. I think they taught me a LOT of bad habits that I had to unlearn over the years, but that horror one really set my imagination on fire. It's definitely my favorite.

I swear I keep updating on days when AO3 goes down - THAT'S IT. No more weekend updated. 😤

I try to be nice! In my own way hahaha.

LOL aaoooughh it's such a compliment and that's so valid hahaha. I'm trying my best to get this next chapter written so I can post 5 sooner rather than later. I'm trying to stay 4 chapters ahead of the one I'm posting, just to keep my shit straight.

My Lieutenant, the asshole

#Ghoap #GhostSoap #SoapGhost #SimonGhostRiley #JohnSoapMacTavish #CoD #CoDFanart #TacticalTandem

He is the perfect weighted blanket

IM SORRY 😭 THey're both idiots....

Aough thank you so much 😭🥲 I really enjoyed leaning into the mess of John MacTavish. But things start looking up for him from here! (Kind of?) Lol

Thank you so much! I had fun with this one, even if the angst was ouchie hurty hahaha