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I’m engaged btw 🥰

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The audiobook for The Stand is very good. Fucked up and eerily relevant in a post Covid world. IT is uh, yeah, yeah. Yeah.

Mom’s getting into a hotel tomorrow and will be here next week.
Thank god.

My mom has a friend with lupus (which is what I most likely have, SLE specifically) that lives in Nevada as well, and she literally drives to Idaho to get healthcare for her lupus 😭 and my insurance is a Nevada only insurance

Very kind, very sick (complimentary), very horny

At Walmart, every meeting ends with forcing everyone to do a cult-like chant praising the company. They have done this for at least 30 years

Thank you, it really means so much just to be heard

I love seeing him in any other media and going “there he is. Mister Darcy”

With all the outrage, I assumed every single game would be like that, and when I looked into it ad saw it was only like select 3rd party games (which they have done this forever with them…) I just sighed at the dumb internet nerds

I have been secretly struggling so, so deeply. How do you live your life when your body is literally destroying itself?

I wish that I could win the lottery. I don’t even have the luxury of being able to have my own children, because I will have to get IVF treatment (which often has low success rates) which I don’t envision myself ever having the money to do.

I have missed so much work that I simply do not have pto. I can’t remember the last time I was able to actually get a full day of coverage. I can barely keep food in the fridge, and I have a 17 year old to take care of on top of everything else.

There is nothing that I can do for symptom management past trying to stay active when I can. I will have to be put on immunosuppressant drugs, which my PCP is unable to do. I already have 6 different prescriptions on my nightstand. How many more will I have to live with?

or until they are so damaged, my body is having obvious physical symptoms. I haven’t showered in days because I can hardly stand long enough to be in the shower. If I were to get a WFM job, I would lose my vital health insurance. Can’t afford for Sean to pay for it if we got married.

My autoimmune disease has caused my ovaries to become insufficient and will likely cause them to fail entirely. I am going through menopause at 29 years old. I won’t be able to know how my other organs are affected until I see a specialist (which I would be shocked if I see them before 2026)

I am completely ineligible for any short or long term disability insurance because of my preexisting health problems. My workplace doesn’t even qualify for FMLA because it has less than 50 employees. My rent is two thousand dollars a month, which I don’t know how I’ll pay in 3 days

I’ve had a fever for more than two months. I’ve lost 30 pounds in the last 5 months with less activity & exercise and less food I’m able to eat. My right wrist is completely locked with almost no way to even roll it.

I haven’t been here much because I’ve been so overwhelmed with life. I’ve had to miss so much work—completely unpaid—because of how rapidly my health is deteriorating. There is one specialist in the state I can go to, and can’t even schedule an appointment for a month.

Here's a freehand skeleton doodle from about a month ago

Your facial proportions are going crazy it’s amazing

Crossover episode of the century

I thought I had a blood clot about to go into my brain the other day cus one of my lymph nodes was swollen. I get it

Doctor ordered a full auto immune panel. Time to see if I have lupus

Pls send good energy that my doctor will take me seriously tomorrow

Gladly

I’m still just stunned and have 0 words to express what I’m feeling rn

Butterfly rash going crazy. Here’s hoping I can actually get a diagnosis soon

At least steel ball run was officially announced

I still just don’t know how to exist. Will we end up going to the ER before my drs appointment on Tuesday??? Find out on next weeks episode