SL1

i really should have just killed myself during that window where only a couple people were aware i existed

i’m not good enough to live here i’m not good enough to be with her i’m not good enough to deserve to live

i should have done it when i had the chance

i want to stop crying

i kinda don’t want to know cuz i don’t know if i could handle knowing if i had a uterus that was scraped out before i could say no

been crying a lot cuz i don’t know if it’s true but i might be intersex and i’m scared about what my scars mean

i cant handle this anymore. somethings gotta break and i think it’s gonna be me

everything in the world is getting worse and worse. every year i’ve been alive. i just want to live a happy quiet life with my wife but even that feels like a pipe dream

i don’t want to give up but i don’t see a way forward if this fails

it just feels like struggling makes it worse. no getting ahead not even getting a decent space. no stability

this country already hates immigrants. everywhere does.

i’m ungrateful, unkind, and undeserving

i should’ve just said nothing and not worked myself up

i keep fucking up and i’m worried i might someday fuck up too much

we’re up all night to get brumby

videogame day i reckon

all the couples on tv are straight

not killing myself i promise. please don’t worry about that

paranoia she hates me. my biggest fear

i wish i wasn’t broken

i’m gonna mess up again

i’m gonna be a terrible wife

i love u and i’m so grateful to still be in ur life

crying cuz i mifht be artistic

“goodbye penis, hope u like being a pussy”
-me in a couple years

my girlfriend looks cute in glasses. autism

gimme a home among the gumtrees

paranoia she hates me. my biggest fear

i wish i wasn’t broken

i’m gonna mess up again

i’m gonna be a terrible wife