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Took my first hike today and made it to the top of Stone Mountain!☺️

I desire structure in my life or I experience a mental decline. I want to be so organized people think I’m severely OCD.

Restock on my vitamins today & I’m so excited cause I’ve been feeling like shit.

I can’t wait to get my life back. I become depressed every time my girls leave me

Lord, do it for me.

I want to create but I’m having trouble starting🤔

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Doing what I should’ve done a long time ago

I’ve been hit with 111 an overwhelmingly amount of times today.

I’m so fucking frustrated

Oh nothing, just thoughts of Mother’s Day and how I will be at work from open til close.

lol no thank you. I will have a better system for myself soon. I am happy to be able to do the things I can.

Finally laying down after getting my girls clothes ready for school. It’s 1a & I’m exhausted, it’s got me overwhelmed.

But it also got me thinking, if I were still married, I would still be doing the same thing right now. Alone, while everyone slept.

This parenting shit really doesn’t come with a guide book & not everyone has support.

I’m sitting here googling when’s the best time to introduce independent chores, how many chores and the ones that are age appropriate.🤦🏾‍♀️😭

Then I realized, do I really know what it looks like when a guy is interested in me, or do I only know what “wanting something from me”, looks like.🧐 2.2

Found an interest in this guy so I started to pursue him, then stopped. His question, “why”? I told him he’s not interested in me, he doesn’t behave like one who is & I know what that looks like. 1.2

Well threads too cause it’s way better than X anyway.

Considering deleting my mainstream media again, facebook, instagram, twitter…

Thinking I’ll keep Bluesky, SC & lemon 8🧐

Tweeting from here for now on.

Should I read or study? 🧐

I honestly don’t even know what goes on on this app. I keep forgetting about it.

January Dump💋

Just a reminder that your local library has more than books! Many also have dvds, cds, video games, game systems, internet hot spots, streaming services, ebooks, audio books, park passes, museum passes, and so much more! Maybe it's time for a visit! ❤️📚

I have been struggling lately with posting content, HOW I want to post it & WHAT to post. But I just had the best idea yet to help me start again at least😊

Monday…