"You'd feel better if you were working."
Correction I would be working if I was feeling better. But how am I supposed to get a job that I can literally do in the dark.
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"You'd feel better if you were working."
Correction I would be working if I was feeling better. But how am I supposed to get a job that I can literally do in the dark.
Had to go down to the lobby to get gifts from the wish list. shout out to my friend Kathy who I actually have to message on Facebook because she is not over here and the person who sent the things that are birthday cake flavored. appreciate y'all. Still having diarrhea and nausea but I'm alive.
18.11.2025 03:04 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I of course welcome donations to the pinned tweet just to deal with the overdrafts as well but I just sent a bunch of emails to Wells Fargo to see what we can do about the amount in my regular Bank. Love you all.
17.11.2025 20:07 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I'm not technically planning on having it delivered today I was just acting as if I was to set up how much I was going to have to pay. and I can go without a special meal on Thanksgiving I think. But still it would be really nice to have
17.11.2025 20:05 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0So no changes to the screenshots but I went on Walmart and saw how much it would cost me to get what my family normally eats for Thanksgiving but just for me so not too expensive but still more money than I have. Only PayPal works right now.
PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen
got all of the payment apps downloaded onto my new phone and holy s***. Primary goal is to pay all these down. I'm going to start the process of arguing with Wells Fargo tomorrow.
venmo.com/code?user_id...
cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...
PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen
www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
I have a new favorite meal. It's a green carb balance tortilla, pasta sauce, grated cheese (I don't actually know what kind of cheese but I jokingly call at church cheddar because it says distributed by the Church of Jesus Christ of latter-day saints thing on it, and turkey pepperoni.
16.11.2025 22:53 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0$38 needed like ASAP please?
paypal.me/thelongestroad
and then the $170 towards radiation therapy - please help me out there too β€οΈ
i had a few so i sent a few, you can too #MA
we are the "public" part of #publichealth
Wishlist wise I really need
stuff to clean my coffee maker because I finally got it down off that high shelf my CNA put it on and it's been up there so long that it's filthy
A new pack of toothbrushes.
Any of the kitchen supplies.
Still better safe than sorry I am so sorry I'm so bad at managing money.
16.11.2025 16:52 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I have already violently vomited twice today so I really hope Wells Fargo doesn't want me to go to the bank in person especially since I still don't have an ID. But please help. I do have some charges I don't recognize on the Wells Fargo that I need to report.
16.11.2025 16:52 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0 got all of the payment apps downloaded onto my new phone and holy s***. Primary goal is to pay all these down. I'm going to start the process of arguing with Wells Fargo tomorrow.
venmo.com/code?user_id...
cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...
PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen
www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
Thanks Doc! π
16.11.2025 16:07 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Yeah Swila is smarter than me, so she can probably explain better but that's at least what I experienced mind you the area where I have a graft is really small and hers is much bigger.
16.11.2025 04:47 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0But that's what my skin graft does.
16.11.2025 04:23 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0It's a term meaning that there is an omen that something bad is happening. usually it's weather. They tend to hurt worse when the weather is changing like pressure or if you have to go somewhere with a higher elevation. Although OP probably explains better she's literally a professor.
16.11.2025 04:23 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I thought the stool that I picked to use so that I could safely use the counters at my kitchen would work pretty well but so far I've fallen off of it twice. It's too late to return it and I can't give it away until I get a replacement but I probably shouldn't have picked one with wheels.
16.11.2025 02:20 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0And like I wouldn't even mind if I didn't end up in photos because I hate having my photograph taken because gender dysphoria is a little bitch. I like I'm not family and not a good enough friend to be groomsman so I don't mind just being a guest and going to celebrate and for the free food.
16.11.2025 02:08 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I see the groom about once or twice a week so I guess the next time I see him I will ask him if he and his fiance are okay with me wearing something a little less formal. because I can definitely afford to buy a pair of slacks, an unassuming bag, and a tie, and I have a dress shirt.
16.11.2025 02:00 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0The wedding isn't until May so like I have lots of time but is it rude turn down the invitation specifically because of the dress code? Because I'd love to go but I'm broke.
16.11.2025 01:51 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Trying to figure out whether or not I can go to a friend's wedding because it has a dress code. Like I don't know if I can afford a well fitting suit especially with my body type and I don't know what kind of bag to carry my medical supplies in? Like how do you dress formally?
16.11.2025 01:51 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0crowdfunding update. Someone messaged me about paying rent directly at my rent portal so now the goals are debt related and then I need a new comforter and the kitchen stuff!
venmo.com/code?user_id...
cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...
PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen
www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
Walmart was having a sale on a brand I normally wouldn't buy but I do use light roast so it was what I could afford. And I can't reach my coffee maker. And my ministering brother won't get it down for me either.
I need a tall friend in SLC who isn't Mormon.
I wish I had someone on my visitor's list who wasn't Mormon that was tall enough to grab my freaking coffee maker off the top shelf in my kitchenette. My current CNA is a member of my ward and he put my coffee maker on the top shelf. I was just barely able to scrape up enough money to get some pods
15.11.2025 18:37 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I need to put on pants and go to the lobby of my building but God I'm so tired of a little bit awake for a few minutes but the front desk called me and said I had more packages.
Love you all for the help but oh my god I'm tired.
Kati still needs $350 for food, Rx medications, and to replace their broken glasses.
Ko-fi.com/katimcf
I don't know what the word for stirring tools are today so yeah I'm going to need to bring that up with my speech therapist if I'm not out of appointments. Oops
14.11.2025 17:04 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0The make up and feminine clothes are on there to pretend I am complying with a request to act more feminine. Although I did put one of the I'm not sure if it's a skirt or a dress but I did put that at highest priority so if somebody wants to help me pretend it's there.
14.11.2025 16:28 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0