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YouTube video by Nezziemonster So what's next?

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See ya in a while and be sure to drink water.

People can't even be direct with me. They just silently leave and talk about it behind me or around me. Everything I say is shared no matter if I say it in the moment out of anger or fear. I'm a placeholder and not even a good one. So I'm on my own it's what I deserve.

I think I'm gonna stay away from people for a long time. I'm dangerous and unstable. I'll make things but never interact with people. I can't do anything without hurting people, whether intentionally or not. I'm sorry for everything. I'm gonna do what I deserve and be alone.

Genuinely considering making a video for my own catharsis, but at the same time, I know I need to move on. Hindsight and therapy has made me angry at a lot of realizations about myself and others. Maybe I'll write it and burn it. I need a damn rage room.

Yes, my economic plan will cause short term pain. But after that you won't feel the pain anymore because you'll be dead

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screams

Gonna be taking some time to myself again. I need to reevaluate some stuff about some things. I'm getting mixed information from everywhere, and I need time to ground myself.

Gotta be somewhere. We can't escape the fact that everyone poops.

POLITICO: Controversial Middle East documentary wins Academy Award (referring to No Other Land)

Controversial in that the premise is that Palestinians are human beings who shouldn't undergo ethnic cleansing or a genocide

Retweeting the Streamer Etiquette post for more visibility (just go to my profile honey...) because I had someone just last night do EXACTLY what I respectfully ask others NOT to do in my streams. I get y'all love your Oshis, streamers, etc. or whatever, but curb mentioning by name in my space.

So I owe money in taxes and I would appreciate any support you can give me.

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Why? Why this choice of photo?

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Had a weird moment last night where I sat there and just genuinely wondered why I care about others' thoughts about me so much. I honestly don't know. It is exhausting.

I haven't seen a climbing ladder animation in a video game that didn't make me laugh at least a little bit they all just look a little goofy to me, and I love it.

Brain:.......do you think mermaids could use sea cucumbers as like...dildos?

Me: I can't fully describe just how much I hate you.

I appreciate you wanting to come to me, but it may be better to find someone with more experience.

The new Pokemon Legends ZA trailer was just.........bizarre. I have no other words it was just really confusing to me.

This type of shit is precisely why people relapse and regress. Because nothing matters to you other than having a punching bag to ignore your own flaws. Que Sera, Sera.

Whatever will be will be.

It doesn't matter how many times I apologize or change over the course of 5 years to make my community safer. It doesn't matter how much I comment or say I understand where I went wrong. It doesn't matter.

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Fingers crossed streams start up again next week! Btw maybe, just maybe you'll spot me in one of the games I'll be streaming.

I like me some earl gray.

I'm gonna be ok. I just need more time for learning healthy coping mechanisms and navigating the internet. Love you all! ❤️