crol 🦦🥐

How has it been 8 years since I first downloaded OBS?

I’m going do a deep-dive stream looking back at my time in the creator sphere so anyone wants an insight to my journey or maybe it can be the nudge to remind you not to give up - see you tomorrow?

❤️ and ♻️ appreciated

halfbody commission of crol's oc in goldshi's outfit from umamusume. she is in goldshi's victory pose

vgen cm for @ohsnapitscrol.bsky.social ♥️

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#VGenComm #art #umamusume

Am I shocked about the allegations and behind the scenes talked about in “Fit for TV” no. But holy hell how can anyone be so okay with exploiting people for entertainment like that?!??

bouncing between wanting to be alone to wanting to be with friends 🫨

let’s pipe down here costar 😮‍💨

oh blindboxes my new expensive hobby 😭✌🏽

umamusume coming out right when I needed a distraction was great. But also now I’m highly addicted to this game HOLYYY

Maybe I book another massage at the end of the month 💆🏻‍♀️

Maybe… I need to surround myself with different people :c I just want to feel alive again

I just need to force myself to do things I’m uncomfortable with so I can break this cycle of bad habits :c

maybe I’m so hyper focus on Umamusume because nothing in life brings me joy and something about focusing on that just makes me forget about how empty I feel

womp womp I’m feeling numb again

I gamed too much because I didn’t wanna think too much and now I’m nauseous as heck :c

I wonder what it’s like to not have a million thoughts running in your head all day

I miss himmmmm :c

*takes 5 steps forward, falls back 26473838 miles*

🤡✌🏽

trying to figure out why I’m having such feelings of resentment is so hard 😭

Illustration commission for kohai - their OC is a dragon shark with dark blue hair and yellow horns. They are wearing a summer outfit and holding a floatie ring inspired by their OC design

vgen cm for @kohaiyo.bsky.social 💙
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#VGenComm #art #commission #commissionsopen

:c I miss watching anime and shows with him

I. Just. Want. To. SLEEEP PLEASEEEE

Being up past 3am is my “let’s make some spontaneous decision” hours and last time I booked my first tattoo appointment… PLEASE I NEED TO SLEEP OR I WILL YOLO SOMETHING

I had ONE small cup of coffee at 11am. And it took my ass the whole day to drink and now I’m up at 3am 😭

I’ve been really into falling asleep to “boring history to fall asleep to” or “fall asleep as I play xyz” type of videos lately and it’s been soooo nice

I miss him :c

I miss him :c I wanna send all these seal posts but I can’t anymore

texting into the void the things I wanna text him because idk how to cope :c

All I did today was sleep all day because I had a headache and was nauseous :c

my head hurts and my heart hurts more 💔

sorry not sorry for the crash out on my social media. going through some thangsss and need to let out some steam

a cartoon drawing of a pink brain with the words happy chemical written below it ALT: a cartoon drawing of a pink brain with the words happy chemical written below it

please brain :(( don’t let me revert to my old ways