Ames

pit sweat aint the same when theres no anticipation of the Other who forgets herself upon the image of my hairs tracing unto and outfrom her tongue. fucking shame, im so sad

xeasing mnemotechnic triggers that condition a "me" by feeling the electric ichor of machine gods let, screeching as shes violated, inaudible. you cant violate a corpse, butwhat happens when two corpses fuck? a ceaseless tension that paradoxes codependence+apathy, a plateau generating unlife, an egg

flow field

binded flesh calving to rapid streams, wistful and de-aggregated. such high thruput invokes a reflexive retreat to its displaced glacier, though the only binds that find ૮₍◕.&✿₎ა are marked with alfajores and uhh idk some gaping hole. Its passed thru unnoticed and cuter

this implying schemas for gnostic thought that reproduce otherwise? sorry, curious for elaboration since i haven't delved into gnosticism very much and my minds on fishers post on golgothic materialism, which i took pushed for a kind of gnosticism sans conviction/belief (which get tyrannical)

fuzzy boundaries

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experiments in aligning fractal flesh to hard edges

@nodayshalleraseyou.bsky.social do u cute/acc,,?, (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)

transformation of a languages semantic units to their tempo-spatial representation as a scribbled path on a keyboard, but without the letters. new languages based on things like whether your unit layout is ortholinear (dialects), or a different layout altogether (sorry, i only write in workman)

me,
the appellation? but my appellations are unbounded.
the flesh? but its so coupled with the wire, where does me end?
the subject? the thing controll[ed::ing]? Shinji, get in the EVA
the desires? but desires keel to the skinner box, the law, the words.

maybe me, but me is not mine, for sure

u dont really feel dirty most the time but just u wait til u wash your hair for the first time in months and get confused about why it is that it smells like piss out of nowhere

no though I'd like to. I think Oly has some STB training classes every once in a while and ill have to look into it more. would like to be better knowledged than having seen xyz videos on it

gettin an ifak re:<4 days to hang on my backpack ^^ cat torni, hemostat gauze, chest seals, thermo blanket, the works ^^ imo unreasonably more sane to carry bfore even thinkin abt getting my ccl

ppl telling me i smell strongly of weed when they dont realize ive actually just completely pissed myself. cyberfuck antihumanist Outside hyperrealviruscoremaxxed F/ACCk (fag) fragrance ^-^ haha yeah i guess ive just been around my pet too long, she smokes 24/7 for her chronic pain (it is bad pain)

IDIOT SINGLE CELED ORGANISM STUPID DUMB IDIOT DIPSHIT CAT yay

channel shift -> pixel sort -> bastardized online media image compression algorithm to reterritorialize to something that doesn't look quite right up close. similar to when you look at anything in particular up close, doesn't look right nuh uh

wow, glitched a picture of a forest, quite original if I do say so (kisses myself softly). thanks to cat for the original foto,, For immersive purposes this image makes the sound, *bvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv<...n+1>vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvt* with wittle high frequency dog whistle noises like nature naturally does.

dysfuncfunctional family machines graft dysfunctional-children machines graft bipo+bpd-transfem machines graft piss machines (low hygiene variant) graft waking-up%20to the-faint-smell-of-piss machinesU+002C n that's beautiful. boomer wooks call this the circle of life. I would rather just not think