Rubber 2.0 || No. 1 Kikoru stan

I still couldn't draw facial features properly, why this character doesn't look like the character 😭😭😭😭

I think she got into some right-wing YouTube shorts rabbit hole cuz she keeps referring to them

I just don't know what happened to her, she was so supportive back then. She even donates to some lgbt charity/aid

My sister had been saying a lot of homophobia and transphobic shit and I can't do anything except nod and smile

Drawing makes me want to shoot myself in the foot, writing makes me want to peel my skin off, and knitting aggravates my arthritis. I literally can't make anything rn :(((((

And I work at a public-facing job, so I have to speak more loudly since I'll wear a mask

I always got sick right before the day I got to work

Why every time I opened my writing app my brain just slid out of my ear 😭😭😭

I could give them a Jaksel accent??? Which is what rich Indonesians have, but I don't think it fits them????

I was about to write Bully fanfic in Indonesian but I remember that the preps are doing faux posh English accents so I had to write proper Indonesian with no regional accents

I got secondhand embarrassment from the scenario that I wrote myself

it's not complicated

Artblock and writingblock, girl pick a struggle 🙄😒

Trying to make a comprehensive relationship chart about my kn8 fanfic (For myself because I tend to forget what I wrote)

practising drawing by thinking about it really hard and not actually doing anything

My teeth hurt ouchie yeowch augh

the author is stressed and is stress writing fanfictions

Gonna wait for another month till the idea came back 😭

I've got an idea for my fanfic but I was too sleepy to write it down... I immediately forgot about it when I woke up

2 more hours until my 12-hour shift is over. I'm totally not losing it rn

When you want to draw something but your wrist hurts and you also have an artblock