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he/him + 26 european history grad student + joe locke love bot #academicsky #heartsky letterboxd.com/ladyburds https://cath0licism.tumblr.com/

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i'd never heard of cassandra before (i wasn't a greek mythology kid lol) and that honestly did make me feel better, so thanks ๐Ÿ’œ

11.08.2025 15:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

it really feels like a curse sometimes, and i think it's just alarming me so much that all of my delusions about reality that i know are false, keep coming true (which is reinforcing my horrible thoughts) i'm trying really hard to work on it, it just sucks. i'll pass along the love to my brain Lol

11.08.2025 15:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

anyway sorry for all this (if i caused it) i cant sleep without sleeping meds anymore because im so anxious all the time, talk soon love u

11.08.2025 03:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i feel like ive gone looney but in reality i feel like i really caused this somehow. my whole life since i was a child (im talking pre obama) i knew something like this was going to happen i dont understand how i don't know if it was my ocd or what the fuck but i feel like im going insane

11.08.2025 03:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

its just really upsetting that ive spent the last almost ten years telling everybody around me what the plan was, and nobody fucking believed me. i always knew it i don't know how i fucking did but i knew in my SOUL what was going to happen and now everyday feels like ive caused it to come true

11.08.2025 03:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i know its my ocd talking, but i cant stop thinking that ive somehow willed the universe to be this reality, ive spent so much of my life telling everybody what was going to happen to the us@ under dt and nobody believed me. not a single person believed me when i was right

11.08.2025 03:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

ethel cain you have done it again!!!!

08.08.2025 04:22 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

ethel cain album tonight feeling insane i love that diva

08.08.2025 00:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

gop = group of pedophiles

07.08.2025 06:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Americans are relearning the lesson we learned during the Gilded Age of the late 1890s, when robber barons ran the government and the economy for their own benefit: Oligarchy is incompatible with the common good.

I'm hopeful we'll respond with a new progressive movement.

06.08.2025 23:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 27487    ๐Ÿ” 7172    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 861    ๐Ÿ“Œ 292

my mom just showed me this band, midnight til morning.... welcome back 2014 5 seconds of summer i might have to stan

07.08.2025 05:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

thank you ๐Ÿ˜

05.08.2025 23:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

idk if i ever posted about it other than when i had to let my acceptance go for the schools in the UK

05.08.2025 19:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

thank you :3 i'm hoping for the best

05.08.2025 19:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

booo :( hopefully the job hunt goes well

05.08.2025 19:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

good morning heartsky baddies, after today i have one day left of work then i am free from the shackles of capitalism (and then ill be clocking in at the grad school factory) but good news is i'll be seeing my boyfriend on saturday and staying with him till the 20th :D #heartsky

05.08.2025 17:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 12    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 5    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

real

02.08.2025 18:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

thank you, it feels good lol

02.08.2025 17:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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a young man with a bandage on his face is standing in a field with other people ALT: a young man with a bandage on his face is standing in a field with other people

hi baddies!!! i quit my job LMAO
my last day is next friday #heartsky

02.08.2025 00:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 22    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Ex-CIA Whistleblower: "The NSA Audited The 2024 Election, Kamala Harris Won" Math doesnโ€™t lieโ€”people do. A buried NSAโ€‘authorized audit paved the way for this unelected illegitimate regime.

The NSA audited the 2024 election. An exclusive interview with a former CIA operative confirms what 41% of Democrats already knewโ€”Kamala Harris won the 2024 election.
@thecommoncoalition.bsky.social
#shewon

open.substack.com/pub/thiswill...

31.07.2025 16:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 149    ๐Ÿ” 84    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 13    ๐Ÿ“Œ 46

oh it's so over. it's quite literally never been so over (in the united states at least). i give it 365 days before we're in a entirely different reality.

01.08.2025 02:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

โ€œWhen am I ever gonna need to learn about a humanities course?โ€ - says a nation of illiterate, impoverished sociopaths

31.07.2025 00:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1336    ๐Ÿ” 363    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 16    ๐Ÿ“Œ 13

god you're so real, that might be me for the next few weeks until school starts

01.08.2025 01:47 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

the internet went out in my entire neighborhood so i'm locked in at the gilmore girls dvd factory

01.08.2025 00:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

just broke up with apple music feeling relieved i get to save $5.99 a month lol

31.07.2025 20:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

no fr, it'll be me and my dvds against the world at that point

31.07.2025 19:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i know the UK peeps have to do age verification now because of their stupid law that just passed, i've heard that US based companies might roll out age verification for all bc the supreme court case from Texas allowing age verification. I do know that spotify in the US has started age verification

31.07.2025 18:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i saw that it's most social media that will require it which is kinda insane, i'll have to get a vpn

31.07.2025 18:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

is it true that we're going to have to upload id's to keep using bluesky if we're in the united states? because if that's the case you will not be seeing me on here after it takes effect, i'm not giving any private company my id.

31.07.2025 17:55 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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finally got my library card fixed !!!! :D i can't wait to get all my books for grad school for free (thank you to the socialists that gave us free libraries)

31.07.2025 16:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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