𝑶𝚌𝚝𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚟𝚎𝒏𝚝𝚋𝚜𝚔𝒚 🐍🧃

so uh if I don't post tmrw at all it's prolly cause I'm dead or in the hospital. sorry, love you guys ❤️

holy shit I bled that's like the first time since march

cutting with cold hands is so annoying 😭

I'm bouta start screaming like a sea lion

is it weird that I'm scared to go to sleep...

I need prettier clothing...

realest thing ever

does anyone volunteer to stab me in the throat?

yay 🥹

someone end my suffering before I end my life 💔

I want someone to pay attention to me

my mom said she'll be back soon so I can show her a video. she said that ten minutes ago. she's paying more attention to the friend she'll probably leave soon instead of her own CHILD

"I'm so crazy, I make up these delusions. just don't know how I do it, that shit is so intrusive."

"I got mental issues. Always fuckin miss you. Tons of bloody tissues all over room, I needa clean them up. baby, I'm fucked up. Do you wanna help me? because I'm gonna help you."

I should be put on death row

someone take all mlm media away from me... I'm going to start watching hitorijime my hero js to imagine my teacher in love with me 😦

please join my disc server I need friends

discord.gg/8PhKdzbEdn

"look at you babe, you're almost there. Just another dime or two, the gods will surely spare you."

"I wish that I could fly. Way up in the sky, oh I might just try. Oh I might just try."

posting lyrics I relate to because I have nothing better to do 🥱

"My legs are dangling off the edge. The bottom of the bottle is my only friend. I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone."

"Wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea. I wanna raise the money to invest in plastic surgery. I wanna cover myself head to toe with super sexy scars, cause aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star?"

yww!!!!

xlov mentioned 😍

"I'd do anything for 20 bucks. I'd sell my sour soul, cause lemonade is bitter till you sweeten up the bowl. I'm sitting in the bathroom, im crying citrus tears cause everything I used to love decayed over the years."

so real..

#vent #pjsk

I want a razor but Im too scared to ask my bf because they'll probably say no..

damnit bro.. why won't they ever bleed ts pmo

I wanna relapse so bad bro 😦

I can nvr bring myself to download tiktok.. people on there are so judgey