Alarak

I just didn't want them to lose more friends. I wasn't scheming, we both felt that things were drifting. I didn't know the others, I only knew you. So I asked for the other to talk to them- and I talked to you. I can't believe y'all just went like that. Crazy.

Crazy how people will twist and turn things to believe their own little rhetoric. You guys know better - I certainly could've handled things better but hey, guess what.

Hollow; Regretevator OC.
Spirit of Halloween....
.... need to add little web designs at the end of his coat.
#regretevatorOC

My friend Evan's Null. #regretevator #nullregretevator

For the others, I am so genuinely sorry I said it was okay to let them in. It'll happen in due time, it always does. I only hope it does not break the whole group completely.

And for You - I really hope one day you realize how genuinely exhausting it is to be around you. If people are going to remove you without say, or people are going to have problems with you consistently - this is an issue. I said I felt you grew up, I was very wrong.

To delete art that even had to do with me in the first place? That's ridiculous. I wasn't that upset before - you blocked me without letting me say anything and so I sent you a message I felt you needed to hear. That was all that was going to be. It was underhanded.

How could you all sit there and think this One person we Both warned you about and had you block and ignore prior -- one I said I could offer evidence over -- is in the right? How could they make you scrub off connections that easily? To pretend I never existed?

I'm sure I didn't handle it spotlessly. I like to communicate but how can I do this if I was afraid everything would blow up? People have admitted to me they're afraid of you blowing up. People who still talk to you.

Then that's not someone I want to be around. All of you know it and thats what is so genuinely sad. Not one of you talked to me because they had all of you convinced I was some supervillain. No, I'm upset. I'm sad. You all betrayed us. Do some self reflection.

I'm the bad guy because I didn't want to deal with being yelled at for having an issue with your character having to know everything? You can't turn this on me and say you're genuinely afraid of me. If I can't hold a conversation about serious things with a friend because I fear them blowing up,

People don't stand up to you because they're scared. People don't hold a conversation with you about Real Shit because they're scared. You lash out or shut down every single time. Even when we were talking I had to walk on egg shells. How in the world could you even expect otherwise?

I've known you for years, and have observed your behavior from the beginning. It's manipulative, it's narcissistic. And yet, somehow, everyone is on your side. Despite all that has happened, despite prior warnings, apparently I'm the bad guy because I had enough.

i do so wonder why when the involvement of one person spurred on a mass leave by not just us four, but also people prior.

Yes. Null from Regretevator. Trite has given me some interesting interactions.

Bee has a new haircut.
And all I have is a whiteboard doodle to show for it. And a Null.
At least the robot acts as a protector.

Of course I'm still hung up about it. I don't think I ever won't be. It's Actually inhuman to sit there and pretend it never happened, or that it didn't exist.

eight months is Crazy

Surprise! I had 2 for secret Santa
He's such a cutie~

Elias- @temporalcrow.bsky.social

THAN KYOU AUGHGHGHGH

Forgotten and Tick ( character by @solemnsolace.bsky.social )
Secret Santa thingy. I loved drawing Tick! Expect me to doodle the bastard some more later!

wannabe (wannabecosplay1) on twitter helped me outline this because i'd been so busy moving for a whole month.

My Phobos - his visage mocks that of The Maker and is something he did himself. Dissonance keeps him relatively Stable.

Has a form of true sight where he is able to temporarily peer into your coding and potentially know everything that makes you yourself. #madnesscombat #madnesscombatphobos

Heather, wearing her main combat uniform.

Ditto, now wearing a ‘Rotten.com’ t-shirt.

Ditto, scar ref.

Redid my Whitehank ref. You can actually tell what you’re looking at now !! Woaw !!

#madnesscombat #madnesscombatart #whitehank #madnesswhitehank

new ref sheet just dropped
#madnesscombat #oc

My "aasimar", Ezekiel. He's actually and literally just an angel in disguise.

The tiefling is Colvyr, and he belongs to my boyfriend.
#aasimar #DnDOC #DnDCharacter #tiefling

An OC of mine, Elias.
#OC #OriginalCharacter wtf do I tag this as.

Bishop is the taller one with the blue eye in the first image. He belongs to my boyfriend.