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god i havent drawn in so long

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jfc my irl friend follows me on ig im djfjkffk how the fuck

i miss gouache, i left it in my grandparent's house and now i cant get it 😩

this paper rly wasnt made for wet media but i think it held pretty well....u just rly cant lay down rly wet paint

some sketches/studies 🙏

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sometimes it annoys me that i havent even reached half of my sketchbook yet but i remember it's B5 size and i like filling the entire page 😩

oh nice i dreamt of rhn and the whole team and even mitchi's gang lmaosjfjfjfnf amazing

but fr i need to practice harder 😭 at least younger me had funky ideas jfc

ok this madness is definitely telling me that that time of the month is coming, this sudden wave of self hatred is absurd

one day i will be able to draw and post without feeling like vomiting and dying but until then we will struggle

but best believe i will buy a new one and a cute set of keycaps

my ability to find something to buy to keep me entertained and not lose my mind is astounding actually, why is my keyboard suddenly annoying me? i dont even use my desktop

it's so fucking hot even the ants are crowding in cups of water

why does it seem like i have 500

man i only own around 400 books?? doesnt seem a lot wtf

but also 30 and my shelves dont look like they moved at all jfc how many books

i mean im just donating 30 but...hmmm

i hope they go to a good place

gonna donate some old books to make space for new ones 😭 as a hoarder this is like pulling teeth man

god i always forget those fuckin exist, as well as layer modes 😭 i need a huge frame in my room as a reminder jfc

did you ever know that i had my eyes on you?

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i need to stfu none of the thots i have abt my life after 9pm isnt real

trying hard not to fuckign cringe holy shit i ohhhhh my god i swear im on the verge of tears why did i attempt to draw flowers oh my go

im so late but happy birthday babyyy

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have i ever mentioned i hate coloring? cause i do, i despise the fuck outta coloring

i need to go home and draw but im so eepy

man srsly who the FUCK wants these live action movies

as a dumb bitch its very easy to scam me, just present a slam dunk themed item and i will buy it

ok but i mean....it's pretty ...um...and im an unsupervised adult with a credit card