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thank u min 🥹🥹

on days like these, its harder to remind myself that i am only human, and that i am allowed to have bad days. that my life will be a series of hills, ups and downs inevitable. that at the end of the day, i just need to keep moving, and it’ll be okay.

hopefully i’m able to pick myself back up soon.

lately ive felt like everything has gone wrong. it kind of feels like im relapsing a little into my worst days, and the habits i’ve grown to let go have been returning.

it’s demoralising, to say the least. to feel like my growth has been destroyed and all my effort went down the drain.

i dont know what the future will hold, but finding the feeling of stability that it will be okay is smth i want to develop this year

im generally someone who needs to be in control of things, so i hate the unpredictable

yet, coming to terms with the fact that things will be able to work out for me in the end is surprisingly comforting

ive been studying a lot lately. although it is quite draining, ive been trying to appreciate that im in a position where even if it doesnt go well, i still have other options

still feel a little bad. but my friends assured me they would have said no in my place too, so that’s a little comforting ♡

i bawled a little because of it. it felt strange to be so firm in saying no after being a people pleaser for so long

i stood up for myself today

update: actually kinda worked. what the heck. ill hug a plush too who cares if its childish, im in my room anw

felt a little lonely and decided to try out making myself feel warm!! going to study w a blanket on now ♡

THIS IS SO CUTEEEEE