SAILEM

It’s a very annoying day for burlesque definitely muting everything for a while lmao

Today my body is sore but my heart is extremely full and my cup is FILLED.

It felt great being creative for my OWN project. I never feel like I prioritized my passions for awhile.

This new single/ era is going to be insane. 😭💚

I wanna go to the gathering with other black juggalos and serve cunt

Ur so real lmaooo

I’d like to admit I have been doing bong rips every morning to deal with the fact I’m still alive against my will in this country

Anyways did we know we have 30 minutes to fix everything? Lmao

This whole “making it” thing is starting to feel silly especially in this cursed timeline. But I’m making the coolest art I ever made in awhile. Maybe a breakthrough is coming..

I need to start using this app it’s sooooooo peaceful over hereeeee

Idk maybe things will change. Maybe I’m emo rn. But idk it’s hard to find tiny joys at this moment and I think we all know why 😭😂

Well lmao, ever since I moved here I haven’t had the opportunity to focus on producing til recently. I do find more joy directing and creating than burlesque itself at this point. Which is why I’d like to put burlesque in the backseat and music and show production to the front this year.

Idk what this means. But all I know is I still LOVE the art I’m making. And I think that’s why I’m still here.

Tbh the way I used to feel about burlesque is starting to fade and that scares me.

Idk what it is. But it’s not something that makes me excited anymore. The way the art form has transitioned into something completely different (in a bad way) has made me feel really depressed

Favorite place locally and online (independent businesses) to buy decent and reasonable human hair wig uniiiits

Trying to stop using Amazon in a pinch fr

Like I should be waking up to a delicious sandwich and face kisses and them telling me I’m so evil and powerful 😭😭😭

These r times I wish i had a boo im so worn out and tired from producing plans and my period is destroying me - that I don’t even wanna make food 😭😭😭

BLEEEACH OMG

Got new shots from last week’s show! I was so lucky to be surrounded by WILDLY talented performers, and even luckier that we had such an incredible photographer to capture the vibes (shoutout to Manny Urban!)

Whew 💦💦💦

Yes 😭

The quality of the videos look crazy 😭😭😭

Thank you 🥹

lemme finally make a bit more use of this place. hi bluesky 🦇

🎥 from 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖘𝖍𝖆𝖉𝖊 | Chicago’s queer goth dance party & drag + burlesque show

So real for tht

As much as fleeing the country sounds AMAZING right now - I love where I live. I love the ppl here. And scaring us out the country is exactly what they want so lbvs.

We have arrived

Sharing this here as well because the algorithm seems to be suppressing the fuck out of shit over on Faceplace.

💖

Interacting for visibility!! I’m trying NOT to use these shitty apps anymore lmao

Ilyyy 🤍😈