but man...i looked up to him for raiding. and i hate watching the other bigger streamers in the xiv space. since they kind of doom and gloom post. so i watch alot of the smaller content creators.

Random blueskyer here. i agree with this also i watched other creators speak out. about him on stream. even Ponto said things like todd isn't the same person he once was. and he legit stop talking to him since he wants to keep his community safe from politics. sad to see todd go this route.

i will say, that most of the rp events that happen this year where the tipping point. for square to say something about it. sadly i honestly not affected by this nor sad it is what it is.
but some friends of mine are upset sad to see them quit xiv over this. but w.e i won't really go back to them.

is that they updated something in their settings where it tracks character data what races people play the most. not sure other things were added. i said that's going to get the dev in trouble sooner or later. i personally feel the rp events kind of there the tipping point.

personal thoughts on the mare situation. i told a friend and myself. that this will happen. a mile away when mare was new. i said that give it 2 or 3 years the plugin be gone. because people can't shut their mouth or do something. their not suppose too. the nail on the coffin with mare.

i looked up this news article site and so far its a fear mongering website. and a transgender hate group. idk why people support these websites.

trying to have a voice for a game they don't stay for long. they bitch about old content they bitch about new content they bitch about any little new thing in xiv. then? just stop playing fucken hell go back to the roots of the games ya'll started in if you hate ff14 so much.

it's really annyoing watching these twitch streamers having a voice in a game they never really play much. playing gw2 or jumping to other days won't cope with how you feel about it. once 7.4 comes people forget about what happen couple days ago. i am mentally tired of certain streamers.

personal thoughts on the llamatodd situation. i feel that he kinda crashed out for the right reasons. but failed short by attacking people who enjoy final fantasy 14. he clearly is mentally burnt out with xiv even his streams can be unwatchable cuz he goes on a loop vent post about xiv.

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your son is dwebble :P

I honestly feel best to just not be apart of that community i noticed. some friends have removed me because they see me as an issue. then talking it out. very immature and annyoing to deal with. i guess i just stumbled across very toxic gposers that enable people's behavior.

After not posting any gposing for awhile, i noticed some friends i knew in that space. have kind of fucked off it just means what type of community that xiv space is. I've noticed it's toxic everyone knows each other. everyone talks crap about others if someone hates someone. or dislikes.

cut my toxic twin sis and her husband. last year been the best thing sucks. but she causes to much drama. to the point makes everyone in my family stressed out of her bs. they even cut her out also. been the best thing i do miss my sister but for the best i don't talk to her for now.

Gonna start limiting my spaces in friend groups. i do not really wanna be friends with people who hangout with toxic people then. act like buddy buddy with them when their around me.

You know what sucks? not talking to a friend that i thought was a friend. is that i open up to them a little and i feel like i got used. i just feel i opened up and my vulnerability got discarded by them. this is a personal reason i never open up or hang with people a lot now days.

Man i have a lot of thoughts to say about some people right now but not going too. not really worth it at the end of the day. they wanna be that kind of person then let them. i'm tired of my time being wasted by people i meet in xiv sometimes.

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should make it a youtube video one day haha