🌺🌸🔞Risuri🔞🌸♥️💙

Forget about me lol

Doesn't look like I'll be better any time soon.

Mental health s kinda tanking too.

I will just drop this on here...
I have some thoughts but I might not be able to do anything more with it, we'll see xD

Work on current wip? Nah lemme sketch

Lowkey trying to focus on smth else like this but its not rly working rn iguess

Anyway

I thought of slight claw marks on Senti recently and also I still think a collar and leash suits her

I'm sure there was more... I don't remember
Oh right...
Nvm this should be drawn but god knows if that'll ever happen

Beside the fact that I bad no idea where it was even going bc it went off a very specific simple scenario ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

I rewrote one 2line paragraph like 4 times and it still just sucks ass 💀 I ran out of ideas how to rewrite it... It didn't convey the thing at all.

That but also I want to read something that actually gives me feelies (no, not just the spicy part... Also the fluffiness and more)

I know theres still one fic I gotta read obv it's Dj's
Other than that idk, I doubt anything got added...

I keep starting random things but I get lost or realise the wording is godawful
There was one spicy one recently but omg it's unreadable

Unfortunately I read them too many times by now and they have their dynamics very different from how I see them now ._.

There isn't much for that I think? I'm too horrid at writing and I keep forgetting certain hcs or little ideas too

Yearning to read fics again but knowing that theres some there now I'd rather not even see the tags of again...

I miss my just-into-honki era reading Brinthie's fics...

I mean yea Senti is bratty regardless 😭lmao aaa this is hard

Lets just say Princess Senti seems most submissive~ VampSenti kinda pushes back and 🐙Senti is prob just a whole different game... ...

I keep forgetting what I wanted to share lmao

But it so happens that I usually think of Princess Senti in the middle of the other two so theres that www

I'm really bad w personalities 😭 I'm also not sure about how they'd actually interact at all and I'm generally bad at writing Senti >< even more so dialogue... I'm too dumb for her :c

Also 🐙Senti I generally think of as an idol ~~
Oh and thinking, what if PSenti got the jacket from vampHua? 🤔

I think the 3Sentis have slightly diffrnt personalities in my brain b it's also kinda difficult to explain n I'm not sure xD

Princess Senti is prob the shyest in a way? Bratty maybe? Vamp Senti is prob a lil more crazy and daring and 🐙Senti I'm not really sure...

Pls share thoughts if u have any

I tend to think of her like idol au 🥹 I really want to draw her already 😭

I do have like one spicy scribble somewhere... But perspective and anatomy ... 😮‍💨

a cartoon of a rabbit with hearts around it and a clock on its head . ALT: a cartoon of a rabbit with hearts around it and a clock on its head .

Hnngjhrjfnkfntng tentacle Senti

a picture of a girl with the words please rail me written on it ALT: a picture of a girl with the words please rail me written on it

Oh

It's worse w art still... At least there's fics in their case...

a cartoon drawing of a whale with a flower in its eye ALT: a cartoon drawing of a whale with a flower in its eye

Yearning for spicy sentihua but like, the kind I like which is like wishing for the two rarest gems ever I fear

It would prob be less pointless to have alt on twt than here atp but ._. uggh I hate it thereeeee

The only reason I don't is bc theres lots of art, more yapping n also old stuff that I love 😭

Having this acc is partially pointless in itself since there isnt much to rt n I don't draw a lot

God I need to eat this girl out (⁠╯⁠°⁠□⁠°⁠）⁠╯⁠︵⁠ ⁠┻⁠━⁠┻ hold those thighs and

Hold on
I think I may have had some vague lil sentihua ideas too but I didn't write anything down 😭😭 ueue
I'm overwhelmed w thoughts fr

My thoughts are not okay today 😭😭😭🙏
Sjehebjrnfbg

There's at least 2 sentirisu things I wanted to draw but out of shy I didn't note one down so now all I remember is the overall vague pose and no details 😂

The other is sfw... I feel like there was smth else but might just be this lil voice going-

You know... This is one of my ipad wallpaper/locksccreens 🥹

Missing huasenti artists like mad rn

I'm so sad ...
I want more soft warm yet spicy birds 😮‍💨

I miss them

But what if I nee- want Senti to squeeze me as if I were a piyo plush, the same way I squish my long cat plush as I sleep...

Then what ...

Imagine riding Feixiao's thigh 😳

Then again its already difficult to get kudos/your fic being read in such small fandom maybe that's a good thing?

But at the same time... I don't even write the thing that everyone's obsessed with so 💀 idk

I want to write but it's so hard in several ways

Ig i should del my whining later.

Oh and dialogue is a huge hurdle (hello word I randomly remember and had to check the meaning off cuz idk)

Bc I struggle with what they'd actually say and then I read dialogue others wrote and it's good...
Mine would just ...

The other thing is prob the fact I like Senti more so I need more focus on her yknow 👀👉👈

Fvhhtrghhj

I miss yapping and being insane abt them with someone ._.

Tbh cheeky Senti still works just not like that 😭 girl could initiate but she will just crumble soon enough
Also Hua just ain't that shy or anything w her 🥺 Senti's such a disaster she makes it too easy xD her bringing out other bits of Hua s so good~ (like Hua teasing her just a little ~ )

Ig I am just kinda sulking, in a sad mood...

I miss my comfort wives a lot ._.