Hiei

Bro right??? That shit is so ass

Ended up getting the closure i needed
And vindication
Why do i still feel so hollow

fyp got me by the neck so I’m going to sleep

Why did getting a hi back get my heart to skip a beat

She don’t want nothing to do with me bruh she just being nice in a twitch chat

I hate that i have to be a piece of shit sometimes just because I’m being stalked
But the bait is set

I miss her chat

If i gotta see another mf talking about not being over their situationshup years after the fact… i might just rope up cuz that’ll be me in the future

With valentines around the corner , it really is a pain that we aren’t talking anymore

I can’t lock in with these conditions

I truly believed it would have been us too

Last time it took me about 5 years to move one from a relationship… I’m fucking cooked bro

Aaaaauuuuuuuuggggghhhhh I’m yearning for her again

Why can’t i move on

Fuck i miss Kai

Why do i still feel such love for someone who basically abused me and neglected me

I’ve felt so much peace in the last like 3 weeks

Fgc has too many snakes

This situation somehow made its way to the new friend group I can’t anymore

I’m just going to stick to myself
Fuck all of this

YOU COULD HAVE MESSAGED ME

Me

Fun of me or just have things to laugh about because of who i am

I can’t even start the new year in peace

I can’t even block them and be at peace

How the fuck am i supposed to get out of this situation besides deleting all of my accounts

Again

How do i get myself in these situations by being

My name is STILL being laundered around and I’m still being talked badly about

So much for mutual respect right 😭😭

This is why i never trust any of them in the first place

I’m so glad bluesky is the only place i’m not being checked in on

Fuck all those people that still keep tabs on me to make

Started last year alone and having a panic attack and ended it alone and with a high depression
When will the cycle end

When we playing

When will i be left alone

My won’t leave these people’s mouths and it starting to urk me
Specially when they be dropping my real name in public
For fucking what

My chest fucking hurts and memories keep flooding my mind today
When will it end…