Tony a.k.a. mirrored

Let’s play Mario kart! #abdl #diaperboy

Ahhhh, this is so dope!

Str8ups
Little Soakers (they’re red!!)
Megamax

Alexa, play goodies by Ciara. 😛

It’s BDF! #abdl #diaperboy

Coffee can hit fast and unpredictably, (or maybe that’s just me lol) but a Megamax is more than equipped for the job. You can’t even tell! :o #abdl #diaperboy

What do you mean “is that a diaper?” Yeah it is. Some people wear diapers, dude. Ugh grow up it’s 2025 🙄

I'm a tales of nut, and I'm liking it so far! It's really fun even if the characters are stiff as boards

Or at least it would be if I didn’t lose my battery somewhere in this house 😩

Pictured: The gay agenda

Too early 🫠 #abdl #diaperboy

A day in the life #abdl #diaperboy

2 weeks of 24/7 down and there’s something about this time that feels different. It’s a lot easier and frictionless. Between this and getting real about my OAB, I think this time I might give up the undies for good 😳 #abdl #diaperboy

Lazy Saturday

Look, it was a really hard level, ok???

Pictured: What happens when I decide not to wear. 😧

Dont wanna get out of bed 😨 #abdl #diaperboy

Learning that rumination is literally useless and hurts more than it helps is a game changer. Like this whole time I've been in my own head, THAT'S been the problem? Damn. But knowing that holy crap is life a lot easier. Pic for attention, rompers are the best.

"sorry I can't tonight, I have plans”
The plans:

Looking at the lake

Wearing 24/7 is pretty easy if you understand the steps!

1) Put on a diaper
2) When you take it off, put on another one ASAP

Any other detail is overthinking it. The less you think, the better. Don't give yourself time to talk yourself out of it! #diaperboy #abdl

I think I’m getting better with these tapes! #abdl #diaperboy

Bunny butt! Get me out of here! #abdl #diaperboy

Didn’t post a diaper pic today cause I was too busy being a big boy 😎

Saturday pamp! Really like how visible the diaper is through this singlet…and how I can’t really take it off to go…😳 #abdl #diaperboy

Not again?! 😧 #abdl #diaperboy

Uhhh…oops. 😳. #abdl #diaperboy

This is already super long, so I’ll be brief. 😅 As for “what to do”, If you haven’t already, have you tried seeking out a trauma informed therapist or done any processing work? It really really helps a lot! It’s not immediate or easy but really worth doing. But a hug for you, you’re not alone.

I’ve learned through my recovery that those places where we feel “stuck” is often the place where trauma-based negative core beliefs hide. EMDR has been amazing at helping me get “un-stuck” and into the present and I’ve felt a lot more confident providing some of those things I want for myself.

In my case, I was in a
relationship for 14 years and still wound up having those feelings - that longing to be prioritized, chosen, indulged and taken care of. In the fallout of finding out it was abusive and leaving, I’ve had to really look at that desire and what it was trying to tell me.