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i wanna feel it

I feel rlly used it’s breaking my heart

When will I finally know what it’s like <\3

It hurts to love someone so much you’re wanting to walk away from them to fucking make sure they have a good life

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It still hurts like it just happened it stings it literally brings me to my knees and like knocks the air out of me

I wish I wasn’t in love with you so you couldn’t hurt me

I’ll totally be posting more edits <3

Something so so wrong with me

But baby where would we live?

All of them have decent reasons to except ONE

I miss being nervous and flustered because a guy is cute and ugh FUCK all my exes hate me

The resentment of entertaining men I don’t like is setting in and I’m irked asf

Most of them are gross and tbh they’re into the cnc kink because nobody fucking wants them etc and they have no life outside of kinky twt and don’t know how to talk to women

I do want to be loved but I hate the men I attract

Ooooh baby give me one more chanceeeeeee

She thinks I’m depressed because I don’t have a boyfriend and she’s been pushing all day for me to put myself out there but literally i just wanna not be hurt again so no!

My mom is truly trying to live vicariously through me

I love this so much. I love snails a lot. I hope people think of me when they see snails

I wanna dress up and look pretty again

I had 2 coffees and a redbull with mango today. My mom got chicken and I was gonna make a small pasta but probably tomorrow

So I’ve replaced eating with watching people eat while drinking water

I’m sad

My mom got me this shirt it’s weird she supports my regression because it makes me rely on her

Feel rlly small and scared tday but my mom made me breakfast but I feel 2 fat 2 eat so I’ll fake it

hai guys >_< this is gonna be my recovery and special interest spam with some lewd and regression sometimes idk yet