I am Bark.

👀👀👀

Today was okay. I was myself and I was okay. I painted more and I was sad dog but I was heard dog.. that felt good

One of my friends, has decided to inform me that I’m more invested in our relationship than they are. Which I realized, has always been my case with friends

I am almost always the more invested one. Friendships, partners, co workers

I done being the one who tires harder

#worstfriendiam

Found out the pill they gave me is almost impossible to detox off. So I’m stopping it immediately.

l hate this game
I hate feeling

Trump wants a 100% tariff on foreign films.
He claims the movie industry is dying.
But this is not about cinema.
It is about control—narrative lockdown, cultural purity, and economic siege.
He is not protecting Hollywood.
He is weaponizing it.

Today I painted. I am getting ready for vending season! I like this one

Not sure it’s done yet.. It’ll tell me eventually what it may need

Yesterday was a little better. Still so sad.

Chippies

I am fighting the sad inner pup and bought my lab kit and book anyway, for my first class! Staring up in about 10 days!

I also am getting this new tattoo, and for me rn, these are reasons not to kms

Who put the woof in the woof

I feel guilty :(

Maybe I am super fucked up

I will 🌈❤️

I write because I am trying to stay alive. I don’t have fb anymore and most ppl here don’t know me. And I just want to be sad and suicidal without people calling the cops because I know that won’t actually help. I will get help if I get to that point.

I need to scream rn and so here, I scream

Everyone wants me dead. Life would be better for all of you, this is more and more clear to me every day.

It is almost time for hospital time me barks

Also I didn’t realize replies were public so I sent my words to our chat but left last one cus I think it fits

Woof woof

I want to be the dog I have always wanted to be.

Bark Pup Smith.

I am still working on it because I don’t know who I am yet. Smith is a place holder till I figure it out

Getting a ‘protect trans kids’ tattoo in June so I guess I have to stay alive long enough for that #goals

It’s kinda nice to give up

Your friends wish you were dead too

They all hate you and nothing you do will ever change that. You tried, you’ve failed

You ruin everything. They will dance on your grave because you no longer can cause all the problems

Im sorry I was a horrible friend

Getting ready to scan my painting and make some test prints!!! Excited!

YouTube video by CNN Anderson Cooper reacts to Naval Academy's book purge

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When you mess ever thing because you’re a piece of shit.

I’m not okay. But I don’t want anyone to know know so I post here. Some of you know me.. most of you don’t.

I do hope my time on this earth ends soon. I’m tired of the pain. I’m sick of the pain. I’ve had enough of the pain.

But I’m too much of coward to plan, I just hope.

It’s funny how I start to feel better but then something happens and you’re reminded that ALL UR friends wld BE HAPPY IF I was dead.

This is not a cry out for help.

If I die, it was a good life.

I can’t handle much more of being who I am. And my friends and partners.. they need relief.

I just bought a toy car so I can put it in my mouth 👀👀

Scary scary scary

The day many feared would soon come is already here, with the White House openly defying direct orders from federal judges on deportation. I take us through what happened and why the stakes have been upped considerably once again in my piece: open.substack.com/pub/statusku...

YouTube video by ABC News 4 Rep. Nancy Mace spews anti-trans slur during House hearing

*growls at her*

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Scared but still here

Pushing ppl away

Making problems

I do feel like the problem

I don’t understand why people want me in their life’s or say they love me.

I wish I cld understand and stay in that place.

I’m going to hell. Take me out on the street, and shoot me.