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but lmfao i was really trying hard to keep talking to you but i guess you got busy too. oh well.

i encouraged you to get into my university but you didn't want to get in because i was about to graduate. i feel bad for not being a better friend to you. i miss you, i hope one day our paths cross again.

thinking about you is lowkey making me want to cry. i wish i kept up with you, but i feel like i'm years late. a decade late, really. but i've been thinking about you, i hope you think of me too.

i was going to thank you for buying me something but then you piss me off so much, you reminded me why i'm leeching off of your money. so much for being a parent, you both were never a reliable one.

you piss me off so much, my memory loss is all because of you. fuck off, you gain so much joy in seeing how pissed i am? just wait until i'm no longer around to help you in your bullshit. 🖕🏻

can u tell someone is touch deprived

would be so nice to have someone massage my head while i try to fall asleep

so tired of trying to clean because i have a shit ton of stuff and i can't do much abt it unless i move into a new space i could design myself to make it functional.

my head hurts.

maybe moving out and living alone would really be optimal at this point. i pity you but you're a fucking asshole like everyone else.

i've just lost my appetite despite feeling acidic. lol. having chronic pain is not fucking easy, you look at it as me getting angry or being a liability but i need you to understand that what I NEED is understanding and consideration— but you fucks only care about things benefiting you.

why can't i just fall asleep like a normal person-

absentee father is messaging again as if he could mend whatever he did lmao

starting to struggle with sleeping again. nice.

nakakaubos ng pasensya slight.