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ty maya,, i like u too

wanna cuddle with mmmmmm

no one likes me but its ok !!

i just woke up at like 3 hours ago sob

eepy

shooo sigma

there's something wrong with me

i gotta do something useful with my life before i inevitably end it

mostly master and me actually

self inserting into all the problematic yuri

it usually comes in the form of yearning but i cant think about it for too long

mine isnt super severe or anything but it does make me uncomfortable thinking about it and i dont feel great about it.

ive been blessed with genital dysphoria recently

i wish i was born a girl this shit sucks

nuh uh ..

i was going to post about this a while ago I could've probably articulated better instead of posting at 5am

this makes no sense dumbass

rain is evaporating

anxiety has been better recently

like i dont view any of it as necessarily bad im just tired

some take pride in the opposite which I think i do too to some extent but idk

like i dont want to completely give myself away but im tired of being mentally ill, I wish i was just a cis girl

i really do heavily disagree with assimilation but I think recently ive had more desire to just be "normal" like mm idk it's hard to explain

cuddle..

i have a bunch of internalized stuff going on man it sucks

i feel worse calling myself a girl or insinuating im one around supportive cis women more than anyone else

im overstimulated